gembira

okay dah okay dah.

encik suami sudah pulang dari out station, ibubapa juga berkunjung. dan dapat bershopping. dan weekend!

gembira!

mahu hari2 begini.

:D

god help me

ahhhh i hate to write this but i just can't stand it anymore.

i don't have the patient to deal with stupid and lazy and pampered people.

and i'm no good in pretending to be a nice lady anymore.

and i have no talent to be polite when i hate the way you work things.

and i have relatively low tolerant with people who thought they are big just because they are somebody. like i care??

and maybe that's why i should be behind my desk, doing my design and proposal. not dealing with some bunch of arrogant and dumb people. no fun.

no fun at all.

but i rarely meet this kind of people. most of them are nice. but this one.urgghhh. they are killing me!

god help me. don't take away my strength. give me sweetness to deal with these things.

ah thank god it's friday! i'll be out shopping tomorrow. hope that helps. well at least, during weekend.

sighhh.

wedding gathering

if you are a bride to be, you must have heard about this. but this is not only open to bride to bes, but to ALL of you. single, married, engaged, mummies (hehe suka ati i je tau.) tapi betul lah diah kata all are invited!

initially i sooooo wanted to set up a booth here to let go or rent my wedding stuffs. but since i dont have so many things to give out, i wanted to share with meeza. then meeza had to go to kedah pulak that day. mmmh so i guess i will come as guest je la. saja suka2. harappppp sangat2 free that time! b nak pergi tak? :p

tapi i segan nak pergi pun ada. hehe gedik kan?

sape lagi pergi??? jom jommmm!

click here for more info and registration!

UPDATE: ME AND MEEZA WILL BE HAVING A BOOTH HERE. SO ANYONE INTERESTED WITH OUR WEDDING STUFFS, MEET US THERE OKAY! YAYYYYYY! my lovely girlfriends eyin and ida will teman i masa tu. as meeza will be in Kedah. time kaseh sayang2 kerana nak teman i. muah muahhhhhh! so excited!

termenjadi penlupa

jumped from the bed at 0615 this morning. feeling lazy as usual. and ariff seeing me kelam kabut told me not to prepare his breakfast if time is not willing. fewh lega i. have no mood for work today. still tired.

i fed jebon. mandi2. siap2. made him milo je. thanks ada cereal tapi susu dah abis pulakkkk. then found out jebon koyakkan plastik sampah yang ada tahi ikan bilis. haihhh i baru mopped the floor yesterday kan jebonn. kan jebon nampak kak long mop tertonggeng2. hiissshhh. marah pun dia buat muka seposen je. lemahhh. i sapu2 sambil bising kat jebon tapi dia lentok2. dok kat table top. eiii.

instead marah jebon i bising hubby sebab tak buang sampah walhal i already told him last night. heheh kesian sayang.

then i blur2 malas2 drive. rasa macam tinggal something. dan yaaaa! i am wearing my roxy flip flop je. selipar jepunnn! and gelabah my heels semuaaaaa kat shoe rack. i usually will have few pairs dalam kereta. tapi disebabkan abah drove chacha yesterday. i angkutlah semua keluar coz nanti dia bising.

inilah padahnya abah! sebab tu kak long letak kasut dalam kereta! kan dah pakai selipar jepunnnn! see i do things for reason okay! heheh

i called olynn asked her to bring extra pair for me. nasiblah baikkkk dia bawak. hehehe thank you darling!

and guess what. hubby left his watch, mobile phone and wallet too.

apa nak jadi laki bini ni??

spm results

congrats to my lovelies (aiman, aufa , yeen) for your spm results!
choose the right course after this. (not sure if i did tho!)
don't look back.

chin up! and say hello to your new world!
where you will miss your school days. :) (i hell sure do!)
where things to be more complicated.
where you will find bunch of new (and awesome) friends.
where you will find bunch of bitches and assholes as well.
where you hate datelines.
where you cheat in tests. test je ok. exam tak pernah tauuu. tiba2 pengakuan. (jangan tiru aksi ini.)
where you will eat maggi more often just because your friend does.
where sleeping is so nice in lecture hall (ok maybe that's just myself)
where you will gain weight.

which will be the SWEETEST years of your life. (oh i miss my UM and KMPP lifeee)

and as for me. where i found myself even more. :)

all the best! xoxo

note: kak long tau aiman (dan juga alan) ada blog. tapi sembunyi dari kak long. mesti ngumpat kak long dalam blog tu. sebab tu tak nak reveal. atau ada gambar awek. takut kantoi dengan ummy. kannn kannnnnn!

yang halus tulus mulus suci murni yakin bersih halalan toyyiba,
kak long @ ustazah markonah (nama baru i)

take me the way i am

lagu dan klip ini ditujukan khas untuk si dia yang jauh di mata (petang nanti dekat di mata)



besh kan? kan? kannnnn?????

i love you more that i could ever promise... :)

yay or nay

jebon sekarang asik kuar rumah merayau. balik comot2. letih. gaduh dengan kucing lain.

he still manja with me. but this morning i left home without seeing him. selalu pagi2 dah lapa. oh yes, semalam pukul berapa tak tau dia kejut us for makan. but we were so tired that ariff just letak dia kat depan pintu. tak bagi makan. lagipon dah bagi makan dah before tidur. haih jebon ni. majuk ke tak balik pagi tadi? ke pegi cari awek?

makes me thinking. should i neuter him?

i know there are a lot of people doing that for obvious reasons lah. but am not sure whether to do it or not with jebon.

at some point i feel to castrate him is a disrespect to his needs. but at some point cant help agreeing this may help and protect him. and some other debates that i dont want to write now lah kan.

mmmh. buat ke tak buat ke tak. what do u think?

menyesal kahwin

ha tu bukan cerita saya ya. saya bersyukur malah. ni cerita pagi tadi. dalam hot fm punya topik pagi tadi. tak dengar sangat, sikit2 je sebab i kept on changing channels whenever it comes to iklan or lagu2 yang bernanah telinga. tekanan perasaan aku.

tapi bukan nak cerita pasal lagu tah apa2 kat radio. ni ha topik ni. perempuan ni nama zarina. menyesal kahwin sebab laki dia selalu hentam dia tak pandai masak. tak pernah nak bagi semangat kat dia nak belajar. malah kutuk2 lagi.

wah marah betul hati ini. bukan nak back up perempuan2 tak pandai masak. tapi marah dengan perangai lelaki macam ni.

tujuan kau kahwin sebab apa? supaya ada orang masak untuk kau hari2? loh baik kau kahwin dengan chef je macam tu. atau orang gaji

ini lah dia. kadang2 orang kita ni dah di mind set kan. orang perempuan/isteri harus masak untuk suami. kerja2 rumah semua kerja isteri. walhal dalam hukum takda pun cakap itu semua tanggungjawab isteri. cuma perempuan ni hati lembut sebab tu nak buat2 perkara2 tu. oleh itu, sewajarnya suami berterima kasih lah.

kalau tak sedap, suruh dia belajar. bagi peluang. dan kalau kau rasa kau hebat sangat, ajar dia masak. kalau tak sedap, bagi tau apa yang kurang. nanti dia improve. kalau sedap puji lah melambung2 sikit. baru dia happy. appreciated.

yang isteri pun mestilah kena belajar masak kan. kalau tak pandai sekarang tak pe boleh belajar. nak tak nak je. (ni aku pun tak hebat. tapi mesti belajar dan rajin je.)

memang betul pun orang kata air tangan isteri tu powerful. tambahan lagi bila kau masak tu disertakan doa yang baik2. bukan jampi serampah ya!

geli hati bila ariff cakap dia rindu i masak when i was in hanoi. i think dia berkata2 manis je. haha. okay maybe dia rindu suasana makan sama2. not the taste. haha

dan lelaki pun jangan lah cetek akal sangat. jangan nak jadi diktator, goyang kaki je. buatlah kerja rumah sama2 dengan bini kau. nak2 kalau dua2 kerja. tak kesian ke?

actually yang aku hanginkan sangat adalah perkara macam ni yang buat perempuan tu menyesal kahwin. tak syok lah kan. kesian dia. sebab tak reti masak. pastu menyesal kahwin. ish. mintak jauh

pastu aku ada dengar lagi satu caller. menyesal sebab laki dia yang gaji besar tak pernah bagi nafkah kat dia dan anak2. mmh ni lagi satu. tak tahu tanggungjawab. apa nak jadi weh. ambil kesempatan je kerja kau!

dan bila dengar ini semua. hati kecil berkata, bersyukurlah dengan apa yang ada.

mari kita doa supaya rumah tangga semua orang dijauhkan dari perasaan sesal2 macam ni. ameennn.

januari bulan yang bermadu 2

basi weh basi! ah tak kira. nak jugakk post. hihi

okay bersambung ya kawan2. dah lah entry lepas tak terangkan kenapa tempting. hihi mari baca ini pasti tahu jawapan. (tah hape2 tah)

Day 4

actually few days before kita orang ada survey supir untuk jalan2 ke ubud and kintamani dan lain2lah. dah confirm dah nak ambil siapa sume sekali bila dah check in kat The Club Villa terus jadi malas untuk ke mana2. hihi

Suite 7

wah amat sexcited berada di sini kerana ada private pool. (eleh padahal semua orang yang pegi honeymoon bali akan pegi villa seperti ini pun. dia ni memang suka excited berlebihan)

i likeeee

the bed

so after check in, we makan nasi padang yang ditapau (setapp gila. sori tiada gambar kerana lapar), we rest kejap dan terus keluar cari motor sewa. wah rempit okay di hari panas. yaaa panas gilaaa sampai itam dahhhhh.

then we went jalan2 and bought few more things lagi (ariff will never manage to stop me from buying things sebab dia juga bernafsu besar. failed!). then we lepak kat legian beach. ramai gila manusia.

Legian Beach

then for dinner we makan McDonalds. yay dapat makan prosperity burger kegemaran kat sini. tapi sos cilinya adalahhhh tidak setap. other than that all same. fewh.

oh lupa pula nak cerita day 3 ada makan kfc tau tapi tak sedap. some said kfc kat malaysia paling setap. tak tau lah. kat NZ dulu i makan fries je. ayam tidak halal. huhu.

then, kita balik Seminyak merempit. tahu jelah orang bawak kenderaan kat indo macam mana. kejap2 hon. tiba2 ariff pon suka hon2. minah rempit kat belakang dia siap ajar2. b hon b ha honn. haha!

the scooter

merempit sambil hujan renyai2 okay. so romantic. haha. balik je gedebushhhh terjun swimming pool.

i wish i have our own swimming pool at home where neighbors cant see you. hihi

Day 5

wah day 5 already. cepatnya masa. huhu.

okay first thing in the morning, we had breakfast prepared by the hotel chef at our kitchen. so romantic to have breakfast like this. wish i can do this everyday. huhu.

beach

then we head our ass to the beach nearby. thought nak mandi tapi panas sudah and so many dogs around. tahi pun banyak. huhu. one thing about this villa, they dont have private beach. you have to walk to the public beach. unlike the hotel i used to stay 3 years back, we have our own beach. in nusa dua - ayuthia hotel ke apa nama dia. so nice.

tapi tak apalah. me with the man i love the most. what else i can ask for. hihi

minah rempit (eii gelinya)

lunch time we went to ala i forget the place name already then merempittttt. hihi

night time adalah best. we had another massage at villa. weeeee! i like i likeeeeee

we spent a lot of time together instead of sight seeing kat temple2 semua. kecuali jalan2 cari makan je la. and shop for few things. and tomorrow dah last day dahh. tidakkk

Day 6

oh no. last day already. we had breakfast at villa again. and swimming in the pool of course. puas2 sebab nak balik dah ni. then, check out. last few days, we surveyed few spa places. arif nak belanja spa for me for honeymoon gift. thanx sayanggg. and spa in Bali is darn cheap.

menkemas2 nak check out

after lunch, we went to this one spa place. lupa nama. Bali Spa kot. so he waited 2hrs++ while me dozing pampered in spa. so kesian.

then after that, our driver arrived so off we went to the airport. masa ni duit memang dah abes. our rupiah, USD and RM dah abis. cukup2 untuk makan kat airport je. so funny when we actually asked the cashier at mcD in the airport to sum up our order before confirm the order. haha! so embrassing!

penat gila dah time ni.

then we fly back lah. jehan miskin was in the same flight. yak so geli with his sleeveless. hihihih.

k bye folks tu je la cerita honeymoon kite orang. we had fun and bunch or romance. hope to do it again some other time.

thank you for everything sayang. i sayang youuuu

pelik tapi benar

saya adalah orang yang mengada2. ya itu semua tahu. tapi ini adalah pelik. tapi benar.

saya berjauhan dengan encik suami. baru 4 hari. jauh. tapi 2 malam yang lepas. rindu, marah yang melampau. sampai menangis sebelum tidur. sungguh gedik.

dia pun out station tiap2 minggu tapi dia tak nangis pun. eh silap. dia mestilah tak. saya. saya tak nangis ponnn. tapi kenapa sekarang??? bukan tak biasa jauh. dulu2 pun saya out station lagi jauh dan lagi lama. tapi tak ada pun sengal macam ni. oh ya dulu belum kawen. sekarang dah. haih penggedikkk.

tapi ni sekarang tengah marah ni. eii geramnyaaa B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cepat pujukkk cepatttttttt