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Thursday, December 31, 2009

the reception

okay, i think i have to write this now as i dont want to blog about this next year! hih

the reception
dewan seri seroja, putrajaya

13/12/2009


after nikah, kitaorg heret abang nazim to photoshoot nearby area. pastu kelam kabut balik mekap2 tukar baju untuk reception.

kepak kepung kepak kepung. masa ni macam. wah selama ni dengar kompang orang lain kawen kan. so this time i was like. is this kompang for me? aku sedang kawen ke? ishhh sengal kuasa infiniti.

wah sengihhh

masa berarak, i jalan sgt slow slow control dan few friends said i senyum senget2 maybe sebab nervous sangat. haha! sengal. dan orang kata wah macam mana ederq leh jalan sopan2 ni. hihi my mom dah cakap banyak kali jangan jalan laju. coz i always that type one. nak cepattttt je. hihihi.

pergh masa ni ramai orang lah. terkejut i. rasa macam artis! hihi

and ariff kannnnn... ada ke jalan tunduk2? i told him, b tengok depan lah. and smileeeee. ishhh pemalu betol tau. hihi

my flower girls comel. dan sangat teratur. maybe sebab dorang dah besar. tak payah nak ajar banyak kali. hihi me likee!

then, selawat kat entrance, i have chose hijjaz punya selawat tapi tiba2 saudara mara buat selawat live. oh okay tak apa lah. okay jugak. sebab sume menda dah live. baru lah feel live live.

the entrance

then berarak ke pelamin dengan gamelan. wah this i likeeeee! i likeeee so much!

heart the gamelan sound

this chair is not so comfy for ariff. he kept bending his back. hih

then doa by ayahsu. pergh. masa ni sentap. ayat2 dlm doa tu mmg sentap mmg besh. hampir titis air mata. thank you ayahsu.

aminn

then, renjis2. my brothers naughty. abes di campak2 bunga rampai. haha! i knew it!

direnjis2 ummy n abah

did i tell you of the henna story? done by ayin n dayu from dayu design. (free! sponsored by ayin. hihi) and i worn it too long that it turns very black! lucky i had time to sental! fewh.

then, makan beradap. haha! tak sempat makan. masa ni lapa gila sebenarnya. haha

makan dgn adap

merry happy clappy!

then the montage shown were - childhood montage, engagement and nikah montage. yeah the projector was not in good condition but people were still watching and laughed on our nikah montage. sebab kelakar masa nak tunggu sah ke tak. me and ariff punya mata macam kiri kanan kiri kanan. haha! ish tengok sendirilah tak reti nak describe. hihi

amanat

then, abah berucap. then tiba2 potong kek. ok i tak sempat makan dah kena potong kek ke? haha!

tiba2 kannn tengok2 pisau ptg kek tidak ada. gimikkk la kononnnn. konon2 kena jawab soalan dulu baru dapat potong kek. okay fine siapa punya idea ni. mesti abg bainuri lah. cehhh.

arep dah terketar2 menjawab. esp bila part ucapan. and i forgot to prepare myself. main cakap je. isshhhhhhhh
ariff nervous

then after that macam biasalah, beramas mesra dan berambil gambar.

i'm so happy that many friends came to celebrate us. yang i appreciate adalah kawan2 stf yang sudi jugak datang even da lama tak jumpa. huhu tq ladies. tq facebook! hahah!

stfians

tidak dilupakan my lovely glowing gedixbabes! muah muahhh

dan jugak kak mas yang dah berzaman lah tak jumpa. zaman2 sekolah agama kat rumah kedai. haha! terharuuu


with kak mas

ada jugak yang tak dapat dtg tp takpela nak buat macam mana kan. kan banyak kenduri time tu. cuti sekolah standard ah. huhu. sorry tak dapat nak upload semua gambar the rest in this post.

and what i admire the most is my family support! everyone plays their part. the event will not be a success without their effort. thank you sangat2 stay sampai pagi the night before for rehearsal. and berpenat lelah untuk event kak long ok.

walaupun muka kak long macam nak tahan kentot, kak long tetap upload sebab u all semua comel in this pix!

yang kelakar urusetia logistik - pembetul red carpet. haha! nampak macam senang tapiiii itulah paling penat sebab asikkk tersenget2. hhiihi sian korang.

as for my parents, this is their first time having kenduri. kesian sangat2 ummy. penat gila dia. masa event tu mata separuh terbukak.penat sangat2.

then after that, abg nazim n abg wira n yusuf (all from dinawedding group) diheret untuk photoshoot outdoor.

oh man, finally it is done! lega sangat2. happy sangat2. i didnt sleep enough for the past few days. and i thought i will not have the energy for the day. but man, i was wrong. tuhan pinjamkan tenaga dari mana tak tahu lah. i didnt feel tired at all. i cant stop smiling (despite of gigi jarang yang sentiasa diejek cousins. ceh!)

tapi bila balik rumah after outdoor photoshoot, dah mandi2 semua dan nak makan.

perrgh lapar gila badan terketar2. dan perut masuk angin. tapi pegi makan nasik jugak. then zasss i cant walk staright. gastrik sudah datang. perut sudah masuk hangin.

and the best part is ada hubby tolong sapukan ubat. awww bestnyaaaaa. terus kentut2 keluar angin dan legaaaa. hihihi.

so few things as penutup:

  1. thank you to all for coming to our wedding!
  2. thank you for the gifts! remember my previous post on wish list? i got 90% of what i listed! wow! rezeki. thank you all! muah muahhh. dan ada jugakk dapat baju baby ok. aiman bagi. ish ishhh sabar yaa. haha. and kelakar si debab tu bagi black lingerie. ceh iya2 cakap jgn bukak depan orang la apalah. sekali kann. the box terjatuh kat meja hadiah. dan semua orang kat situ dah nampak. hahah! eh tapi me n ariff sukaaa hadiah itu. hihih. as for cadar and comforter set, i dont have to but for 2 years kot. haha! microwave pun dapat 2, visions etc etc wah kena rajin masakkk.
  3. minta maaf terkurang terlebih on the event :)
  4. thank you to family and friends yang tolong my event. my puan pengapit, iza - for your time and mira n olynn for jaga at guess book table!
13/12/2009 - the best day in my life. alhamdulillah :)

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

the solemnization

hih reading back below entry made me feel keji. i was very mad (still) and emotional. haha! let it be. memang geram punn.

andddd now it's time for a lovey dovey post y'all. and sorry yah, this blog will be full with wedding stuffs for next few entries. dont yawn just yet okayyy. hihi

the solemnization
location: masjid putra, putrajaya
date: 13 december 2009


me done and ready for nikah. seeeee the eyes! the obvious eye bags!

ariff was freaking nervous whenever we talked about the wedding previously. like other groom he worries most on the akad. takut kena tanya macam2. nak2 pulak kita orang dapat imam besar Masjid Putra yang memang famous dengan suka berlama2 masa nak nikah. hihi

as for me, i was nervous too! who's not? GULPPP

ariff was a bit late for nikah. so i used the time, pegi kat parents minta maaf and restu. i went to abah first and hugged him and asked for forgiveness dan asked him to doakan us.

mannnn! abah was touched and i knew he wanted to cry also! i'm the only daughter and he has been so protective over me throughout the years. tapi i sayang makeup, i hold the tears. tried hard okay.

then i went to ummy and did the same too. and i cant hold it anymore. the tears dropped and my ummy cakap. ishh kenapa menangis ni dah2 rosak makeup. and i tried to laugh sambil hold the tears. damnnn

iza tolong wipekan tears. nasib baik tak leleh2. hihi. mmhh the parents. the greatest treasure in my world. they have done so much that no words can tell. haruslah sedih when it comes to this part. damn, my throat is still choking while typing this! huhhh

okay here we go. it's time! luckily imam tak banyak soal. dia tanya rukun nikah je. and borak2 lain. dan dia memang banyak kisah nak diceritakan. kelakar. haha

ya tok imam sila cepat jangan berlengah lagi

abah yang nikahkan. i can sense abah was nervous too. initially he wanted to pass the job to imam tapi imam insist abah sendiri nikahkan. kan lagi afdal.

dup dup duppp

the moment came and my heart went hysteric inside. god knows how ariff's was! dua kali lafaz as ariff lambat response. and bila sah sah tu i was like OMG OMG. is this for real? and i felt like jumping. rasa nak pegi lompat kat ariff and hugged him there and then. and people say my muka galak showed in the video. haha! sengal lah.

alhamdulillah

i didnt cry - menangis gembira ke apa. my weakness that day was the parents. after nikah pon salam2 parents still rasa macam. entahlah i dont know how to describe but i know my parents sort of letting me go for ariff and felt losing me but i hate that assumption okay. i'm still their daughter. ariff is not taking me. ariff is sharing me. hihi.

oh yes, i remember this. i also felt sebak when after nikah, ariff came to me and serahkan duit mas kahwin. and i was sebak and could not say any other words but TERIMA KASIH. ingatkan nak drama sikit nak cakap, terima kasih suamiku tercinta. adinda harap kekanda akan cintai ku sepenuh ha... okay okay shadap you jgn nak reka cerita pulakk!

thank you

okay lah, itu aje kot. gambar campur2 dr camera orang2. yg last sekali je official photographer pix. me likeeeee!

and the montage as well. click here!
tak sempat nak download lah. u all tengok situ ok. done by abg wira from dinawedding

notes:

  1. i heart my nikah makeup the most!
  2. if you read my blog previously, i mentioned that i hate the material and the color for my nikah dress. but i was wrong. i heart it soooo much. even it is not white, it still look pure, fresh and niceee. well at least for me lah. hihi
  3. the song in the video is our love song. and i'm sooo loving it in our nikah video!
to ariff:

alhamdullilah we are husband and wife now. i cant express my feeling how happy and thankful i am for having you. hunny doa b n hny love each other sampai bila2. and we are blessed with goodness. i love you so much. MUAACCHSSS

Monday, December 28, 2009

13/12/2009 - the baddddd stuffssss

bear with me! i'm gonna whine a lot in this post. on your markkkk get setttt GOOOO!

530am

woke up. huh, did i actually sleep or not? mandi, solat, baca yassin untuk tenangkan hati. got few sips of Milo. and waited for makeup artist to come.

7am++

makeup artist and videographer arrived. my photographer was late. so he waited for me at Masjid Putra. i dont blame him. my nikah time kept changing.

8am++

Move to Masjid Putra, Putrajaya. i just find out that SHE has forgotten my nikah bouquet. she just did sanding bouquet and had passed that to my sedara and it is red roses for god sake. and my nikah dress is lilac. She done wrong for my hantaran i can sabar lagi. but this time, i was in the car, heading to masjid for nikah and knowing i have no flower bouquet. what is bride without her flowers??

^%V%%^!!#@$*&&)((*##@#^E!!!!!

i felt like crying. god knows how long have i spent time googling hand bouquet for my BIG DAY. and this is what i get. great!

tried to be cool, and what to do, i had to use red roses (suppose to be used for reception) for nikah. urghh!

smiling for becoming a wifey, amarah dalam hati for the bouquet

and my sirih junjung, also she passed to my cousin the night before. and guess what. it's freaking ugly. i hate it.

my family semua malu sebab hantaran ariff jauh lebih cantik from mine. esp sirih junjung. damn. masa ni memang frust. luckily i have iza, olynn n mira yg calm me down. huh. dalam masjid ni sume berlaku ok.

ariff punya haruslah cantik2 coz dia guna kak shaja. the one who made our engagement dais and my sirih junjung masa tunang. and she is an adorable lady and highly recommended!

then SAH SAH! 2x lafaz. okay dah selamat. but that in details in the next post. kan ni post amarah ni. hihi

after nikah, makan2. then my family rushed back to home, nak prepare for reception pulak. didnt get the chance to photoshoot with family dekat masjid. HUHHHHHHHHH

i should have assigned someone to take care of this. so that they all tak kelam kabut balik. tapi what to do. menda da lepas.

RECEPTION

then after photoshoot around, siap2 untuk sanding pulakkk.

i entered the hall and saw my pelamin and wondered:

  1. where the hell is my black n red damask background? why is it all red?
  2. and where are the flower balls? they should be hanging on the panels!
  3. and where are my flowers along the stage?
  4. andddd why on earth the flowers on the 3tier racks look tiny and almost nothing?
KUCIWAAAA. the only thing that i like is the kerusi.

man, i tell you, dalam hati adalah bersumpah seranah segala dah. but senyum tetap senyummmmm. fine fine. amarahhhh

then, masa makan beradap, i didnt get to listen to my abah bagi speech. because toooo many friends yg dtg nak amek gmbr kt meja beradap. i dont mind for not eating. tapi adalah rasa rude bila abah cakap tapi i tgh say cheese on camera. should have assigned someone to control people coming towards meja beradap.

:( sorry abah. nanti kak long dengar kat video.

thennn, projector dewan adalah tahi. semua montage, video nikah adalah tidak clear. pecah2. mmh. penat abag wira rush2 balik buat montage nikah tu. mmm. tapi kan. the nikah vid is SUPERBBB! BESH GILAA.

and our love song, for 6 yrs, jadi wedding song. AWWW sukaaaa..... eh eh lupa ni post amarah. tak leh cerita itu.

okaylah penat dah!

kesimpulan:

  1. kalau dah hesitate nak hire somebody, esp bila dah dengar bad testi, even kau dah bayar deposit ponnn xpyhla teruskan. so not worth. this is your big day! kalau cacat cela menda2 kecik takpe. for me, hantaran, pelamin, bunga are darn important in your wedding.
  2. nikah and sanding 1 hari adalahhhhhhhhhhh rush dan kelam kabut!
  3. i know an event wont be a perfect one. but was so frustrated that the bad stuffs came from ONE person. too bad. i'm not that lucky i guess.
anyway, semua dah selamat. i'm writing all this bukan nak burukkan sesiapa. just like what i mentioned to her, don't do this to other bride. please don't.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

the day before

12/12/2009

masa ni freak out rumah berkecah lagi. doorgift tak siap pack lagi. bilik perantin baru 85% siap. pergh masa ni memang penat gila.

dah setel2 sume perkara, petang tu pegi ambil brg2 hantaran. haram. kecewa.

i requested bekas lain, lain dia bagi. fine! pagi esok dah nak nikah. malas nak layan. boleh lagi bermuka2 baik. pulak tu lupa nak ambil sirih junjung. dan bekas cake tak bunga langsung?

malam tu kelam kabut pegi dewan. untuk rehearsal. my event manager (eceh padahal sedara je) ada wedding kat merak kayangan so sampai lambat.

that time mmg i yg kelam kabut buat semua menda. seb bek ada sdara2 len tlg. pergh time ni mmg penatttt.. dah nak demam.

pastu i left the dewan at almost 11. still org pelamin tak sampai2 lagi. and guess what. dia sampai kul 12.30 and finish her thing at 2++. tak kuasalah aku nak tunggu. dan aku pon neves nak tengok hasil sebab takut dia tak bagi yg dia promise. hantaran pon dah salah kan. so haruslah neves bab pelamin.

malam tak leh tido. i think i slept less than 2hrs. huhhhh

thenbaru teringat flower bouquet dia belom bagi. 2am ++ i called her and she said dah bagi my sedara. ok fine. tidurrr tidurrrr. tapi xboleh tidur.

up next - wedding day!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

the wedding team

okay i'll type this fast as ummy is bising2 already in the kitchen. hih.

alhamdulillah all went well. i suppose the event went as planned except for few things yg mmg haram rasa nak marah segala. huhuh. xpe2. lek2. ok i'm revealing my wedding team. mana la tau pasni u all nak hire ke. hihi

13/12/2009

official photographer
NAZIM ZAFRI - HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!

official videographer
Abg Wira from dinawedding- HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!

makeup artist
kak emma, emma pesona - HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!

nikah dress:
cik lah (jamilah design) - HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!

wedding dress: the most FAQ from u bunnies. hih
siti aishah - HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!

wedding cake and hantaran cakes
kak ellie from de'heart - HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!

henna
ayin n dayu from dayu design

pelamin
nurul arbee creation
(no comment)

hantaran
nurul arbee creation
(no comment)

tu je kot for now. anyway, for all bride to bes! plan well for your big day. and pilih org yg kita betol2 trust. kalau awal2 dah hesitate, jangan. :)

and i have few things for rent. i'll let u know soon ok. some of them are:

veils: yang i guna time engagement, nikah and sanding
my wedding dress
flower girls basket
crown
nt update lg. :)


ANDDD this event will not be a success without my lovely family's support. semua orang adalah bersatu padu! dan have fun walau penattttt. sayang u all. muahhh.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

the childhood montage



me likeeee this!!!

done by ikram zam zam. thank you dude!

but projector kat dewan adalah tahi!

Monday, December 14, 2009

happily married


alhamdulillah. husband and wife we are now.

i have tonnes of story to blog about.

good stuffs, bad ones. all of them!

soon okay?

anyway, tq to all who came to our wedding! hugsss

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

s a b a r

PA tok imam sesuka hati tukar my nikah time to 930. cis kalau bukan 1 day event tak pe lah.
sabar jelah. impian nak ambil gambar lepas nikah mungkin dah limited. damn.

dan sekarang tengah batuk pulak.

doakan aku sihat!

update, 10/12 - pakcik i dapat tukar semula time nikah to 830am. bagossss! i je ckp bagos arep menggelupurrr. hahaha

happy bday ummy!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

last day at work as single :)

today is my lat day at work, as a single. hih

oh please i cant focus!

Monday, December 7, 2009

6 days to go

all the to do list yg i listed last week dah buat. alhamdulillah.

tp mata da bengkakk. xckp tido.

and gula2 pun my mom dah beli. x jd pulak beli lolipop. tak apalah tak kisahlah mana2.

pasal doorgift ni kan. kalau ikutkan hati i, mmg la nak bg menda seketul je yg org boleh guna/simpan. tapi biasalah emak2. mesti nak tarok byk2 brg. okaylah tak kisah lah ummy. hihi

dan rumah adalah macam tongkang pecah. banyakkkk gila barangggggg.

6 days to go and here my to do list.

monday

  • nak pegi tgk tiara and cekak. tak berkenan pulak yg make up artist i ada. hrp ada yg ok.
  • keluarkan dan finalize semua gambar2 nak ltk kt childhood playback! tlgla takut tak sempatttttt
tuesday

  • cari barang2 untuk buat bunga manggar
  • anta gambar2 childhood kt mira soh pas kt ikram

Wednesday

  • Pick up the wedding dresses at laundry
  • go to ikea - beli few items for room deco
  • ni dah stat amek half day. so macam ada masa nk search apa2 yg x ckp lg.
Thursday

  • kemas rumah
  • start deco deco deco bilik perantin
friday

  • beli kasut untuk flower girls
  • Spa
  • henna at ayin's place
saturday

  • buy flowers for room deco deco deco
  • ambil brg2 hantaran from kak nurul (petang)
  • nite - rehearsal
  • sleep early. possible or notttt
Sunday

  • ZASSSSSSSS
kena bykkkk minum air dan tidur awal dan rehat rehat. bila masanya nak rehat. muahahah

okay sekian.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

HELPPPP

siapa tahu tempat jual gula2 secara borong. taknak jauh2. KL or PJ or Serdang area ajelah okay. help me okay.

i nak yg mcm ini.

thank you sayang sayang.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

to do! oh capek

to do list:

2/12

  1. jumpa orang gamelan/kompang
  2. final fitting baju nikah
3/12

  1. jumpa encik bakal suami bukan dating tapi last minute shopping on - cufflink belum beli, bra, and ahem ahem lingerie. and we have lotttt to discuss dear.
4/12

  1. jumpa moks
5/12

  1. ambil doorgift bag
  2. jumpa orang dewan untuk finalize techincal support dia
  3. ambil wedding dress dan anta dry clean
  4. wedding dinner at shah alam (malas tapi)
6/12

  1. gosh this thing. malas nak pergi tapi entah. tapi rugi pula. pagi smpi ptg tu. haih
  2. anta brg2 hantaran b to kak nurul
then i have house to kemas, bilik to deco. doorgift tu adoi i mls nk buatlah. suruhlah sedara mara buat je.

lucky i have mok iza to help with the cakes. apa lagi apa lagi.

i think i'll work my ass at gym jugaklah next week. baru fresh kot.

then i will be needing that 5.5 hrs spa!

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

lelaki idaman

dia yang saya akan kahwini minggu depan ini.
bukanlah lelaki idaman yang saya mimpikan masa zaman gatal2 mencari kekasih.

dulu saya impi lelaki yang macam di bawah ini:

  1. dark (macam ala2 tanned. tak suka lelaki putih jambulah. tapi nasib baikkk ariff tak jambu. durian ada. hahaha)
  2. tall (seb baik B tinggi hingga saya hanya nampak bulu hidung beliau bila dongak ke muka dia tanpa heels)
  3. handsome (dia tak kacak macam Hugh Dancy, tapi kacak di mata hati saya sampai bila2 kecuali bila muka dia marah saya saya tak sukaaa. :p)
  4. lebih tua sedikit dari saya (alamak ini memang tak dapat!)
  5. pandai main guitar (tak pandai!)
  6. pandai buat saya ketawa (haha memang saya suka ketawaKAN dia. :p)
  7. friendly (ha ini memang lambat warm up. tapi okayla kot. kang dua2 byk cakap sapa nak dengar?)
  8. layan rock songs only (dia layan hitz. bwelkkk)
  9. rambut jangan pendek sangat (saya suka time dia rambut panjang. sekarang terpaksa skema)
  10. pandai martial art (sebab kan saya budak silat duluuu. hih. oh ariff xpernah join martial art)
alah malas pulak nak list panjang2. banyak lagi. hihi

kesimpulannya, ariff ariza tu bukanlah ada semua ciri2 lelaki idaman yang saya mahu dulu.

saya ada juga berkawan2 dengan orang2 yang hampir mempunyai ciri di atas. tapi tak ada satu pun yang lekat lama2.

ada yang macam poyo rasa terbagus di dunia. ada yang baik sangat sampai baru kawan dengan saya dah pandai nak komen saya suka gelak macam pontianak dan suruh saya bersyukur dengan apa yang ada dan ada pula yang macam kedekut nak spend duit bila makan sama2. dan ada pula yang tiba2 okay fine ada girlfriend lain pada masa ingin berbaik2 dengan saya. okay fine but damn you.

HOHH. akhirnya saya faham. lelaki idaman bukan boleh nak cirikan macam tu je. kalau dah physically attracted, chemically belum tentu lagi. biologically pula eh itu lain.

kadang2 kita tunggu lelaki yang ada semua ciri2 yang kita mahu baru lah nak bercinta kasih sayang mengenali lebih dekat segala. tanpa beri peluang. kadang2 kita tak tahu. lelaki yang tiada langsung ciri2 idaman itulah yang sanggup buat apa sahaja untuk kita. yang sayang kita lebih dari segalanya. yang melekat macam dah tak boleh buang lagi.

kadang2 kita harap kita ada apa yang orang lain ada. tanpa sedar di depan matalah yang harus tidak disiakan. kita memang rabun sikit kadang2. kena pakai spek. baru nampak.

dan saya syukur. saya beri peluang untuk saya dan dia cuba cari ruang kesesuaian antara kami, 6 tahun lalu. saya syukur saya tidak takut untuk teruskan cinta bila ada yang tak suka. bila banyak nangis. bila banyak sedih. bila penat. tuhan tolong kuatkan semula kami. bohong kalau cakap 6 tahun bahagia 24jam.

tapi, saya tak kan lupa tiap kali dia buat saya dihargai dan dicintai dan dipujai.

dan syukurnya bila saya jumpa cinta hati yang sentiasa ada. tak tahu macam mana nak describelah. tiba rasa sebak la pulak terharu. bila ingat semua kisah dulu2.

tak tahu macam mana kami boleh samapi tahap ni. masih tak percaya!

sebenarnya post ni nak dedicate kat kawan2 yang masih mencari si idaman. yang terlalu choosy dan rasa tak ada orang yang sempurna untuk jadi kekasih. beri peluang. kita pun bukan perfect. dan doa. insya allah jumpa. :)

carilah orang yang dapat terima kebaikan dan keburukan kita. itu yang paling payah sebenarnya. kita nak suruh orang ubah untuk kita memang takkan senang. kita yang kena ajar diri untuk sesuaikan diri dengan keburukan orang. bukan terima buta2 tau tapi.

ini pun saya masih belajar. jujurnya, banyak perkara yang saya tak berkenan bila dia buat. dan saya tahu dia pun sama. dahla perempuan ni degil sikit kan. hihi. tak gaduh pun tak best. hih

jauh lagi perjalanan. tapi untuk setakat ini. alhamdulillah...

tuhan, terima kasih. :)



saya pun tak tahu kenapa nak letak gambar comot.

Monday, November 30, 2009

GULP! minggu depan ke???

GULP!

eyin: derq kau da ready ke nak kawen next week?

GULP!

selama ni orang cakap months/weeks. bila yin cakap next week aku rasa macam. what? really? minggu depan ke??? man! time flies!

sekarang aku dah start rasa neves cuak seksaited dan sebagainya.

doakan semua lancar ya kawan2!

Thursday, November 26, 2009

salam aidiladha

selamat hari raya aidil adha semua.....

few notes:

  • saya kuciwa tak dapat rent bunga pahar yg gojes itu. kuciwaa. sapa suruh lembapppp
  • saya tak sabar nak makan lauk raya
  • saya tak sabar nak spa and facial ahad ni
  • saya wajib bakar lemak raya semula ari ahad ni kat gym
  • saya tengah fikir nak pegi ke takkk 6dec ni. mmmhhhhhhh
  • saya tak sabar nak tunggu baju kawen saya siap. 5dec. lamabt tuuu. nak dry clean lagi. cpt CT... huhu
sekian. drive safely to kampung everyone! spendlah masa dengan family tercinta sebaik2nya.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

VIP tables

ini yang menjadi pening sekarang. aku punya wedding adalah buffet style. so akan ada 6 meja VIPs. ummy dah reserve 4 meja untuk rombongan perantin lelaki. dan lagi dua tu. mula2 abah nak 1 untuk VIP pejabat beliau. dan lagi 1 untuk so called VIP company saya.

masalahnya ada certain dato' datin taknak pun dok meja VIP. dan pula mereka adalah tidak datang serentak. so. macam atas nasihat orang lain, abah tak reserve VIP tables untuk VIP pejabat beliau.

maka saya ada 2 meja VIP untuk company saya. kalau ikutkan hati, kan bagus dapat seatkan my besties kat VIP tables. mmmh. mesti besh kalau dapat wat ni.

takpelah tak kesah mana2. korang makan jela mana2. VIP ke apa ke. sama jela kan. menu pun sama. huhuhuh

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

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sekian

Monday, November 23, 2009

setahun tu tak lama

dah genap setahun kami bertunang. lama kan? kata orang tak elok tunang lama2. dan ya memang betul. kalau tak ada apa2 better lah korang jangan tunang lama2.

menda abik elok dipercepatkan kata orang. :)

tapi serious. kejap je rasa setahun. tak rasa pun. dan rasa macam tak cukup masa ada.

dannn, aku ada lagi 2minggu 6 hari untuk berdara. GULP!

kelakarlah masa abah sarung cincin ni. hihi

note: dia tak ingat pun. not until he reads this. kot.

Friday, November 20, 2009

maafkan saya encik tunang

encik tunang sedang tak sehat. demam sikit. dan sore throat. dan tiada suara. pagi tadi dia call saya. dan saya gelak abes2. jahat kan.

sorry sayang. comel lah B tiada suara. boleh buli B. nanti B tak bebel kat hunny banyak2. sebab kalau da cakap banyak2 nanti mulut je gerak. atau keluar suara eeekkk. hahahaah

gelak lagi gelakkkkk.

B, jangan lupa dengar cakap hunny. petua tu. nak ilangkan sore throat tuuu. tauuuuu. kalau taknak kena gelak la. hihi.

i love you encik bakal suami.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

wish list

tak malu ke nak letak2 wish list ni? haha! bukan apalah. cuma tak nak nanti dapat perkara yang sama. atau membantu korang untuk hilangkan buntu nak beli apa untuk bakal puan ederq ni kan. hihihi.

makanya kan. jika korang rasa nak beli adiah ni. boleh bitau aku. nanti aku cut lah dlm list ni. tak apalah tak saprais pun. at least aku tak dapat perkara yang sama kan. hihihi

bear in mind. ini wish list je okay. bukan paksa. jgnla cakap saya demand. saja berangan. layankan jela perempuan ni. hihih. kalau ada nak bagi menda lain pun saya okay jer! hihi.

dan kalau nak ikut wish list ni, boleh share the cost dengan kawan2. takkanlah korang nak berhabis2 pula kan. walaupun kau sayang dan kasihkan aku. aku.. okay okay diam diam. baca sekarang. yang bold tu yang nakk sangat. hihi

  1. cash (can be given to me or parents yang byk sponsor. huhu)
  2. set pinggan mangkuk (Corelle atau Luminarc atau Vantage etc pun besh. hamboi2!takdela. tipu je. tak kesah. asal modern design. hihi)
  3. set periuk Vision (tapi ni cousin nak beli kot. tapi kalau dapat banyak2 set pun ok. bahahah)
  4. set kuali bagai, pengukus segala (macam rajin masak!)
  5. apa2 set barangan bekas kacalah. bekas kuih raya pun ok. hahaha
  6. queen size bedsheet (ni dapat banyak pun tak apa)
  7. comforter set (sukaa)
  8. quilt cover (sukaa)
  9. quilt
  10. towels (saya suka tukar2 towel dan persediaan untuk tetamu yg dtg.)
  11. sexayy lingerie (sila tanya size dulu. tapi kalau tanya saja2 pastu tak nak beli berdosa besar. hahaha)
  12. cake mixer
  13. oven
  14. microwave
  15. scented candles
  16. carpet
  17. bed side lamps or any type of lamps
  18. vacuum cleaner
  19. water filter
  20. water dispenser
  21. hot shower
  22. SSF flowers
  23. penyangkut towel yang cantik
  24. rice cooker
  25. blender yang boleh wat ice blended (haha)
  26. art piece
  27. apa2 hiasan untuk rumah (esp brg2 ikea or SSF)
  28. set pisau gunting segala
  29. cutlery set
  30. Vitamin E (Bodyshop) skin care set (boleh buat stok) haha
  31. tupperware (ada org dah nak bagi) or lock n lock containers
  32. iron dan ironing board

tu je la dulu. penat berangan.

dont take this post seriously. kalau korang datang dan membawa doa yang baik2 untuk kite orang pun aku dah gembira. tapi kalau disertakan hadiah lagi gembira. shadap you ederq! shadap!!!!

ok bye

All the best Aiman!

hari first day aiman SPM. satu keluarga risau. lebih2 lagi bila dia nampak lepakkk je. Internet, game, bola, TV. kalau aku dulu memang pulun tapi result biasa je pon. huhuh

harap2 aiman dapat score. dapat sambung belajar ke tempat idaman. kerja tempat idaman. nanti dapat result bagus, mintak la apa2 pun kak long bagi. (ish macam bahaya je statement ni). okay tukar, with reasonable reason. yang kak long mampu. hahahah

dulu UPSR dia dapat 5As. PMR 7As. SPM ni haraplahhhhh dapat bagus jugak. jangan jadi macam kak long. UPSR PMR straight As tapiiii SPM... sedih okay sedihhhhh.

kepada sesiapa yang membaca, doakan adik bongsu saya ini. biar dia score, dipermudahkan jawab dengan tenang. dan sihat sepanjang exam! demam pulak dia hari ini. harap semua okay ya dik!

aku pun tak tau apesal aku kena letak gambar ni. hahahaha!

tahu tak apa yang aiman pegang? hihi

Monday, November 16, 2009

kadang2 orang lupa

ibubapa saya adalah orang baik yang akan tolong orang bila orang susah. kadang2 saya tak faham kenapa asyik nak tolong. banyak kali dan kadang2 orang take for granted.

dan sekarang pun dah nampak. kadang2 orang lupa. bila dah buat baik. bila senang, dia akan lupa kita. lupa bayar balik janji lama. dan berkurang ajar pula.

tapi ibubapa saya bukan jenis orang yang nak balas dendam. pandai2lah tuhan nak balas kan, itu saya kata. tapi ibubapa saya tak cakap pun macam tu. saya je yang bengang.

biasalah. anak dia memang suka emo lebih. hihi.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

congratulations kak yan!


owh finally kak yan dah menjadi bini orangggg! kongratulasi! so happy for you dear. tomeyyy kak yan ari tu. hihihi

adalah pergi ke pahang bersama dengan gedix. tatapuiiii yang marahnya adalahhhhh, camera i rosakkk. sedey. kena repair ni. ya mmg sedih lah kan aku camera freak! hahahaha

anyway kak yan, pasni ederq dah takda gang nak borak pasal prep kawen. meeza pon da kawen. hihihi.

Friday, November 13, 2009

wedding invitation card

the card is ready now. i'm relief. i'm 85% happy for the design. why 85?

okay here the reasons why:

  1. the colors turn out to be too bright. tak sama macam draft. but it's okay. sebab dia dah cakap awal2.
  2. burung kecil dalam layout jemputan dah hilang
  3. cover main lovebirds dengan daun hijau bertindih. annoying. the birds should be in front of the daun2. mcm dalam draft. (ini yang paling ralat)
  4. envelope color tak sama macam dalam draft. but it's okay. kang pink sangat.
tak apa lah. malas nak fikir sangat. sebab remeh. tapi fikir balik, itu dah tambah extra rm250 for new design. suppose they have to accomodate betul2. huhuhu tak apalah. tak apalah ida tak apaaaaaaaa. kad je pon. orang buang2 jugak kan.... (tengok cara pujuk diri sendiri)

tapi, i still would recommend kadkahwinku.com to others. cuma kena sangat2 careful on details, especially bila you buat design baru. service orang2 dia sangat friendly. sangatlah sabar dengan i yg fussy. tapi sila lah tempah awal because you will have to wait 2months untuk siap printing semua.

anyway peeps, insya allah i'll distribute those cards to you next week. :)

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

sebulan lagi

sebulan lagi je aku nak kawen. bila orang tanya amacam preparation, apa perasaan segala. jawapan paling common aku adalah TAKUT.

tak tau nak expect apa. tapi dalam takut takut pening pening nak prepare semua semua, rasa excited tu mestilah ada kan. hihi

dalam excited2 pun kalau nak kira begaduh berperang hohhh tak payah cerita. biasalah tu. tapi yang penting, lepas gaduh, baik adalah baik dan rasa sayang bertambah. adakah perlu gaduh selalu? hohhoho tak payahhhhhhhhhh. hahah

ada orang tu cakap saya kadang2 tak pandai nak tunjuk kasih sayang. mmh hati kering kah saya? tak cukup romantis kot. dahla orang tu kata pandai pula tunjuk kasih sayang kepada bon bon. kelakarnya lah boleh jeles dengan jebon.

okaylah encik tunang, mari saya jelaskan seluruh dunia (ececece seluruh dunia konon) bahawa saya amatlah mencintai awak dan saya mahu bertua bersama awak dan mengecapi hidup akan datang ini bersama awak. dan saya yakin saya boleh buat awak gembira bahagia dan disayangi dicintai selalu.

saya doakan awak akan sayang saya sampai bila2 dan dapat buat saya bahagia dan dapat pimpin saya untuk bekalan di sana juga. AMINNN. korang pun doalah samaaaa.

judging from the 6 years relationship that we had, i know no one else in the world can love me the way you do. i love you to bits...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

congratulations meeza n ejal!


it was a beautiful wedding. and beautiful bride (drop dead gorgeous) and perfect couple.

congratulations meeza and ejal. i'm so happy for you both. and wishing all the best to you.

nak ikut pegi irelanddddddd. hihihih

sweetttttt

Friday, November 6, 2009

down under

people might laugh when you cry.
and you hope you would smile again.
and guess what?
double scoops of baskin robbins did well.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

JEBON

semalam adalah gembira sebab Jebon tunjuk skill baru. dia macam anjing. aku gumpal kertas buat bola, ikat dengan getah. baling pastu jebon sepak2 macam biasa, macam dia main bola. pastu dia gonggong dan bawa kat aku pastu dia duduk. awww comel. good boy!

pastu aku baling lagi dia buat lagi. gembiranya aku. patut amek video! masa PG cerita Chimey buat macam tu aku dah jeles kenapa Jebon tak boleh buat. sekaliiiii! bila cerita kat PG terus dia suruh Jebon masuk meminang Chimey supaya dapat lahirkan anak pintar. hahah!

tapi Jebon tu cepat boring dan ikut mood dia lah. (macam kakak dia ni lah)

dia buat tak sampai 10x. lepas tu dia main2. dia duduk. dia baring. pemalas yaaa. tapi dia memang hyper time pagi. suka sangat tengok dia happy macam tu. pagi tadi ummy sms, ummy buatkan lagi bola untuk dia. pun dia buat mcm anjing lagi. sukaaaaa.

tapi pukul 10 dia dah mengantuk. tidur time. sama ada tidur kat kerusi dia. atau macam ni. tengah2 jalan.

tak sopan

attention seeker

sekarang perangai dia. kalau sapa2 baru balik rumah mesti dia pegi mintak makan dan manja. macam tak cukup kasih sayang je kat rumah. padahal baru melantak. mengada betul. kalau orang tak bagi makan dia gigit2 orang. dahla makan sampai 6-7x sehari. penGemokkkk.

tapi itulaj. kalau balik rumah mesti cari jebon dulu. kalau panggil, dia menyahut punya. kalau dia tidur pun, dia akan gerak2 kan kepala dia suruh orang cari bunyi bell dia. pastu orang say hi, wajob kena belai dia. gedik kan.

dahla kalau kena marah nanti dia merajuk, siap jeling. biasa niiii.

haih comelnya. patutla nabi sayang kucing. macam mana tak sayang menda comel dan menawan hati macam ni, kan.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

TAK BAIK TAUUU

Bila saya dan encik tunang terkantoi satu perkara yang lawak, lebih2 lagi perkara yang kelakar dan memalukan encik tunang, saya selalu cakap nak post kat blog.

mesti dia gelabah. hahahah! padan muka. selalu sangat ejek orang kannn. hahahaha

macam semalam dia email saya gambar dia zaman dulu. GEREK SEYHHH.

eii sungguh kelakar itu gambar lah. berguling2 saya ketawa. rambutttt tak tahannnnn.

mungkin dia ingat dengan mengemail tu, saya akan kagum dengan kekacakan rambut itu.

tetapi adalah tidakkk. malahan saya harap masa itu saya dan dia belum kapel. hahahah. gila jahat!

eii rasa nak post je gambar tu kat sini. tapi nanti kalau orang tu merajuk, susahhh pulak saya. mau perang dunia ketiga. hahahahahahahaaahahah. nanti sapa nak kawen dgn saya. hihih

B, u better be good. be nice to me. hehehehehe

Monday, November 2, 2009

D I S P L E A S U R E

i suggested my pelamin designer to two friends. i met her first and gave her all the design. hoping that she'll save the design for me, and design something else for my friends.

apparently not. being the earliest person to meet her and the last person (among the friends) to get married. my design was made for them, too. the colours, the flowers, the panels. about the same.

and i have to change bit of theme color and nothing much i can do as i have to use the same panels as what my friends used or will be using. initially she promised to design a new set of panels but tak jadi coz the panels are not stable for use.

how do i feel about this? upset and sad and hopeless.

but i'm not blaming the friends neither the pelamin designer.

i don't know who to blame now. that's what i'm mad about.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

gelabah

semalam adalah hari yang sibuk. pagi pergi tengok rumah bapa yang sedang renovasi. excited tengok bilik saya adalah yang terluas di rumah itu dan adik bongsu yang penjeles tak henti2 cemburu okay.

dan sampai petang pergi situ sini dan capek. lepas tu pukul 6.45 baru terhegeh2 nak mandi and siap for dinner. dahla register pukul 7. kelam kabut mandi mekap comot2 dan pakai baju dan solat pula dan bergegas ke Palace of Golden Horses. woh lari lari cepat2. ingat lambat sekali ramai je lambat. okayyyy penat jelah aku gelabah menggelupur okay.

makan2 tiba2 nama kena announce amek award (eceh suka tau sangka celebrity. award for technical talk lah bukan pakaian paling cantik pun.) lepas tu ada helmi apa tu the gimmick? ke apa. entertain us. gila kelakar okay dia. dah tak boleh kontrol ayu dah bila ketawa kuat2. tak tahan. alah tak ada gambar sebab bawak dinner bag ibu yang kecil dan cantik tak muat camera, rasa macam nak curik.

tapi gambar yang photographer ambil masa aku tersengih2 atas stage ambil certificate mesti macam hampagas sebab aku senyum sambil bibir terketar2. bodohlah macam nak jadi celebrity?!

tak ada apa pun nak cerita sebenarnya. just that, aku ni kan suka lah gelabah tak tentu pasal. hihi.

random notes:

  1. as long as you are happy.hmpp
  2. be nice be nice be nice, smileeeee!
  3. tak kenal maka tak cinta. ;)
  4. kenapa orang yang lebih tua dari ibu saya suka address dia as akak? tak fahamlah.

Thursday, October 29, 2009

RANDOM STRESSED POST

now let's play random. not a happy clappy post. (except point 4) dont proceed if you wish not to.

  1. i'm sick of reminding people of the same very thing everyday, for weeks or months even. and not a surprise when all you need is to whine more and a bit of smacking on the brain with high pitch voice and the talent of nagging that every woman has, then things will be done, right away. yes done with rebellious attitude but at least, it is done. if i knew i would do that on the very first place. no ms nice lady anymore.
  2. i dont accept a friend request if i dont know you. but if you happen to know me or my bf or like to be friend with me, send a message instead. then ask for friend request. then you wont get to be rejected or blocked. the reason being, i'm not comfortable with a person who wants to be friend with me just to stalk on my life (ceh kau ingat kau celebrity??!! actually this is based on previous experience. si saiko yg suka kt my bf. HUH) or to increase number or friends! (now i sound like so sombong huh. do i care?)
  3. i fecking hate my job now. bored bloody bored. it will get interesting sometimes. but now. i'm just so bored. the load is piling up but i hate to do it. is there anything i can do in the world that really can make money, and something that i'll love to do everyday?
  4. my first fitting session was fine. need to alter, kecikkan a bit. i cant wait for it to be finished! i think i'll love it! as for JB event, it is a rented one. glad that i can fit in! haha!
  5. you know all those diet food? forget it. spend your money on gym instead. no really i'm sick of those advertisements. bloody expensive and you'll never know what the side effects will be. so it's either to save up the money or go gym. well at least now i'm against it. dunno if i'll change my mind if i get overweight. ya ampun mintak simpanggggg.
  6. okay. plastic again. please dont fecking ask for plastic bag if you are buying a canned drink only. or any single item that you will consume immediately after buying, or put in in your bag or whatsoever reason that you can think off! it is soooo stupid of you. annoyed!
  7. and i hate people who throw things outside of the window while driving. be it a tissue paper only.
  8. PLEASE DO NOT LITTER! if you do, you are just a dumbass!
okay, peep. enough for today's crap. i'm a bit stressed out here. sorry for the harsh words. cant help it!

bye loves!

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

APA PENDAPAT ANDA


kalau aku recycle selendang ini untuk majlis nikah okay tak? adakah nanti akan nampak sama? FYI, baju nikah aku adalah lilac. dan majlis nikah adalah pagi. lepas tu tengah hari sanding. makanya aku hanya pakai dalam masa lebih kurang 4 jam max.

aku adalah gatal gelenyar nak beli yang baru tapi iman kata jangan bazir. ececeh imannnn.

saja je la nak post gambar tunang dulu dan dan je gambar en tunang blur. hihihihihih

UPDATE: THE SELENDANG DOESNT MATCH MY NIKAH OUTFIT. MAKANYAAAAA WAJIB BELI BARU. BAHAHAHAHAHHA!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

am not alone. hih

i always thought i was in the deepest shit, all alone, struggling to survive during our numerous fights lately. and the issues were always on wedding preparations. you wouldn't believe on how easy i got insulted, angry and mad and whatnot. obviously i'm not the only reason. he is just the same or meaner. hihihi

tapi geram gila okayyyyy. macam perang dunia woh

but then, i realised that i'm not alone. many of my girlfriends (married or soon to be) said the same things too. FEWH. and thanks ladies for the advice. :)

the stress, nervousness, excitement, and i must say the fear in ourselves lead to copious stupid fights. oh tiring gilaa. and yes, being a woman. you will want everything to be perfect and smooth and having him sometimes not paying attention to details will drive you mad. mmh

then we said sorry and realised on how dumb we were. thought we should have talked nicer to each other. and act professional. and patience is the key. sounds easy, but i tell you it ain't! haha! especially being me yang degil and always thought i was always right (which most of the time, yes!) hihi. soo.. mmhh

nevertheless, despite the harsh words, tiring fights, we still know we still love each other and can't wait for the day....

:)

Monday, October 26, 2009

TAK PAYAH PLASTIK

kalau setakat beli roti gardenia atau chewing gum 3 ketul atau air kotak satu (atau ya bukan dan) tak perlu lah bagi plastik.

seboleh2 kalau kau beli apa2, sumbat je dalam handbag. atau kalau dah dekat sangat dengan rumah, tak perlu nak bimbit dalam plastik. atau lagi bagus ada shopping bag sendiri. atau kalau tak ada, bila beli barang yang lain, masukkan dalam plastik yang sedia ada yang kau dapat masa beli barang lain mula2.

bukan aku nak cakap kau kedekut pun kalau kau tak beri plastik.

memang susah kalau nak tak guna beg plastik langsung tapi at least, kurangkan lah. sikit2 pun dah ada impak. kalau semua orang buat lah.

tolonglah sedar plastik tidak akan degrade senang2. lemahnya dengan orang2 yang masih tak tahu pasal ni.

Friday, October 23, 2009

pasrah

esok fitting baju perantin belah JB. and isnin belah KL. kenapa tak boleh tunggu dalam beberapa minggu lagi. mungkin dengan beberapa siri bodycombat, bodyjam dan weight lifting segala ia akan lebih, mmm kurang berlemak.

mm hohhh what ever! pasrah je la. huwaaa

ieda kononnnn

sebelum ni aku memang suka lah sangat tukar2 number fon. asal bila dapat boyfriend baru je tukar. konon nak sama2 dapat best rate bila gayut. eceh sekarang kau nak cakap kau banyak boyfriend ke apa?? elelee macam banyak sangat padahal sorang tu jelah yang dok melekattt. hihih. dan sepanjang tukar number tu dengan boyfriend tu je la pon. eh yeke. mmh tah tak ingat.

sebenarnya, pertukaran number telefon kadang2 tak dapat nak elak. lepas tu last2 malas dah nak sms semua orang number baru. makanya bila saya sms semua orang minta alamat, ada yang tanya siapa ni? ieda mana?

ceh. pastu bila aku cakap ni ederq lah adalah beberapa orang kata. eiii ieda konon. geli aku. cakap je la ederq. mentang2 nak kahwin lemah lembut pulakkk.

hahahaha! padahal tu la nama dari kecil. cumanya bila di KMPP and UM ramai yang kenal aku as Ederq. dan yang lebih dasat ramai je tak tahu nama sebenar aku sampai habis belajar.

dan aku ingat lagi kak ida, percaya bila aku kata nama sebenar aku nur azderq siap dia puji ibu bapa aku pandai bagi nama unik dan nak letak nama tu kat anak dia nanti. hahahah!

ha cakap pasal nama anak, hati tu kannnn. saya kannn dengan iza kannnn. dengan gatalnya kannn fikir nama anak. hahahhahahaah apalah nak jadi dengan budak2 ni. eh iza tu dah kahwin memang patut tapi kenapa perempuan ni nak sibuk fikir2 jugak siap chop2. ish ishhhhh

ish apa ni merapu lah. sebenarnya aku nak cakap siapa yang belum bagi address bagila ya. bazir je bil aku sms pastu korang malas nak reply. hehe membebel pulakkk.

k bye!

Thursday, October 22, 2009

kena kuat

niat baik yang salah diertikan.
kena marah kena kutuk kena keji.
sakit.
sakit sangat.

tapi tak apa.
kena kuat.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

mengadanya

tadi nampak ada gambar orang makan A&W.
semalam nampak ada iklan KFC.
semalam lalu depan burger king.

sengal.

kalau lapar suka lah kempunan makan benda murahan gemuk ni lah.

tapi curly fries kt A&W sedap. Mozza burger dia sedap.
pastu black pepper burger kat burger king pun sedap.
cheesy wedges kat KFC lagi lah ya allah sedap nya.

sepak kangggggg

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

kenapalah kau mcm ini lah

ish. serabut. this is the phone conversation between me and an old friend.

saya: weh kau call aku pas office hour lah. busy sket.
dia: ah kau gila? nanti kantoi la dengan bini aku.
saya: lor kenapa bini kau nak marah lak?
dia: yela takkan aku nak call kau kat rumah? amenda la kau ni..
saya: errr. aku busy lah
dia: oklah aku call kau time lunch hour.

then... few missed calls and i didn't bother to answer.

then smses.

dia: wei pesal la ko susah sgt nk angkat fon ni. tension aku tau x

saya: keja la weh.

dia: aku pun keje gak. xkan xleh kot nk tpon jap.


????

kenapa ada orang macam ni ha? apa masalah kalau cakap dengan perempuan lain depan bini? macam lah nak berjiwang dengan aku? macam2 orang la kan. huhuhu

dan kenapa nak tension dengan gua bila gua tak angkat fon call lu pulak?! (mcm rempit pulak)

HOHHH!

biru mata hitamku

i am rabun (a bit) but i have stopped wearing my glasses many moons ago. tak sukalah when i have the besi on my penyek nose. pulak tu i'm the clumsy type. my ex housemate used to sit on my glasess sebab i letak on the floor. padan muka.

pastu beli yg frameless langsung patah sebab i yang terpenyekkan dia. after that, i never bought any glasses. sebab bukanlah rabun yang kronik so i biar je la malas nak pakai. baik aku beli baju banyak2 dari beli glasses pastu patah. nak pakai lense pun kedekut.

tiba2 kan apai penjual lense promote untuk pakai time kawen nanti. ish i still doubt lah. because tak pernah pakai and being the person who likes to rub nose and eyes at most possible time, so macam malasnya nak pakai.

tapi tengok macam cun aje lah. so, i bought and nanti apai ajar pandai lah i kot kan. hahaha.

so siapa2 interested can contact apai directly. have a look here!

note: i didnt buy blue color lah! haha

Monday, October 19, 2009

feels like yesterday

me n ariff were at sunway pyramid, hunting my wedding shoes. okay, we were not supposed to hunt as the shoes were booked tapi tiba2 tergatal suka kasut lain.

so, yay! it was a good buy i guess. suits for wedding reception, nikah and everyday use jugak. hihi. cukuplah baju je yang one time wear kasut kena relevan dengan apa jua keadaan la kan.

okay, that's not the main point. we went to SK Jewellery to shine my True Love engagement ring. as i wear it everyday without failure (unlike orang tu, susah je nak pakai. penat je beli okay), the shine dah tak berapa power and ada minor notches kang gold dia so rasa nak pegi shine la kan.

so suka nya i bila tengok i bersinar kembali. and it really feels like yesterday we were engaged padahal almost a year now. wow how time flies.

23/11/2008

mmh bila lah nak dapat GIA certified diamonds lagi eh. mesti mata encik tunang yang sepet terus bulat baca ni. hahaha

Saturday, October 17, 2009

menjadi lemah lembut

orang2 yang terdekat dengan saya seperti ibu bapa, kelauarga dan encik tunang dan kawan2 rapat memang tahu saya bukan perempuan lemah lembut sangat pun. cakap kasar duduk terkangkang2, kentut2, gelak macam pontianak, suka garang2, pendek kata memang tak sopan lah. ish kalau ibu mertua tahu sikap sebenar....

akhir2 ni encik tunang kata saya semakin kasar dalam perbicaraan sehari2. yelah kalau sapa yang kenal encik tunang saya, dia memang soft spoken sikit. suara saya memang lagi halilintar dari dia. masa mula2 kapel lagila saya hanya pura2 dengar je apa dia cakap ni bisik2 tak dengar lah. tapi lama2 dia cakap macam biasa dan ketawa macam kuda dah tak reti nak kontrol dah dan bila dia marah dia sembur saya dengan api woh mesti kau orang tak dapat bayangkan macam mana okay dan dan okay2 cukup cukup walau bagaimanapun, saya masih dikira dan dilihat sebagai perempuan kasar di mana dia lebih sopan dan lemah lembut dari saya. faham tak sekarang situasi dia? faham tak ni?

ibu saya pun cakap cubalah lembut2 sikit nak jadi bini orang dah ni tak ada lemah gemalai langsung awak ni.

dan terus saya terfikir. kasar sangat ke saya ni? garang sangat ke? ganas sangat ke? ish.

terima je seadanya boleh tak?

nampak je kasar tapi hati mulia okay. apa tuuuuuuuu????? sengal

nota: encik tunang selalu cakap saya ketawa entah apa2 dan suka ajuk tapi dia tak sedar dia ketawa lagi lah entah apa2. eiiiii.. lalalalalaaa

Friday, October 16, 2009

hiv test

bersabar sajalah dengan karenah birokrasi. ikut prosedur konon. sabar sabar. tula sapa suruh buat last minute?

nasiblah baik encik tunang ada kawan di hospital kerajaan yang boleh tolong. dan kalau ada kawan dr memang susah sikit lah nak tolong sebab dorang busy kot. kalau ada pegawai macam chemist ke, nurse ke, kerani ke. memang mudah kerja. fewh!

dan semalam sebab buat di hospital maka kita orang bukan buat ujian saringan malah yang betul2 punya ujian. ambil darah di lengan. ceh encik tunang tu kannn, masa nurse ambil darah saya, dia tengok tempat lain. apa tu? nanti kalau saya bersalin macam manalah? eiiii

mula2 nak buat talasemia sekali tapi tak berkesempatan. macam nak pergi lagi je untuk talasemia. sebab malas nak bayar mahal2 kat swasta. hihi. boleh tak B tanyakan aqila? hihi

and by the way, i have found my off white wedding shoes too! going to pick them up tomorrow at sunway pyramid! weee!

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

his unforgotten birthday

muka terpaksa berpuas hati tak dapat birthday cake. dessert pun okay la kannn. support sket cik tunang awak diet okeh. hih

muka terkejut ariff bila hanya dapat hadiah tengok wayang premiere. tak ada birthday present. hih

and by the way, we had his birthday dinner at pannaz. a recomended place to go. affordable, cosy and the food is not bad. yum!

happy birthday darl!

wedding cake dan cekik darah

saya adalah terkejut amat apabila ada cake vendor yang quote saya harga wedding cake 3 tier adalah hampir 1k. hampir pingsan!

dahla simple deco je pon. ish cekikkkkk betul eh.

nampaknya saya kena betul2 pergi belajar buat kek dan lepas tu jual mahal2 macam dia orang ni. mesti kaya raya.

okay okay mesti ada orang kata kena kira material, upah kreatif segala. okay fine. maybe it's just me. 1k for wedding cake? way too much. especially for a simple wedding like mine.

lainlah kalau kau buat kat hotel bagai dan banyak duet lebih kan. if you have the money, why not? :)

kalau cake topper burung macam ni mesti orang quote aku 2k agaknya. haha

you can't have it all

it's not always rainbows and butterflies. it's not always perfect. it's not always tempting. it's not always soothing.

but it's okay. and somehow that makes the life almost perfect. well maybe not really almost but getting there.

and the most important thing is - be thankful to Allah. at all possible time.

:)

Thursday, October 8, 2009

persediaan bakal perantin

selain dari bersiap sedia untuk majlis, persiapan untuk menjadi isteri juga penting. selain dari ilmu, fizikal juga penting.

tapi saya hanya pergi spa manicure pedicure segala sahaja kot. bila ada kawan saya tanya ada petua tak sebelum kahwin ni. dan dia makan madu untuk tenaga. saya pun jadi gelabah. adakah perlu?

lagi nak makan apa? mind sharing sapa2 yang tahu? hih!

arigato!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

MY STAR

encik tunang,

shit happens, and glad you are always there to brighten and sooth me.
i love you with all my heart.

lovebirds

xoxo
hunny.

Monday, October 5, 2009

the wedding dress and the fat

first of all, i would like to advise all the bride to be (dan juga sapa2 je yg baca ni), if you are choosing anything, listen to your heart not to others. SIGH

the reason being, my kain for nikah dress. its made of korean lace with satin lining. i didn't like it at the first place but seems that orang penjual kain and encik tunang said that i looked best on it, so i grabbed that.

and now. i cant help feeling so menyesal for not choosing a softer material or softer color or okay okay stop now. nasi jadi bubur. all i can do now is praying the material will look good on me during the solemnization. mmh

and wedding dress. CT has sketched me the dress design months ago. and i think i'll stick to it. i asked her to reduce the measurement to 1cm smaller dengan harapan me akan kurus. but she refused to as she doesnt believe that i'll get any smaller. HOH! kejam. okay i'll prove it when it comes to fitting session. nanti terpaksa kecilkan 5cm. hahahaha! berangan kau ya!

instead she measured me while i'm on my girdle and corset will all fat crushed in. haha!

okay fine. i tell you what. i'm 50.8kg now. and 29.3% of my body mass is fat. haha. 24% is suppose to be the max one you see. and the personal trainer said that i need to reduce 6kg in order to get rid of the fat. walawey gila apa. then i'll be underweight! but with good percentage of fat. hihi.

but get real okay. i wouldnt go down to that low. (not that i dont want to but susah gila la weh) so what i'll do is just to increase muscle and water, replace fat. huh! susah jugak tu. hahah! mana lemak paling tepu? perut and peha and buntot okeh. gerammm. degil gila diaaa.

okay this weekend, will be back to JB to finalize the bertandang event - dress and pelamin pulak.

the ticker is really moving can u believe it???

Sunday, October 4, 2009

kad undangan perkahwinan

semasa kakdkahwinku.com menelefon saya bahawa design kad sudah siap untuk disemak, saya adalah berdebar2 dan tidak sabar untuk lihat design itu. adakah dia berjaya melayukan design itu? adakah seperti kad hari jadi atau valentine? sehingga termimpi di malam hari bahawa saya tidak gembira dengan design kad itu.

dan tadi saya dan encik tunang pergi ke kadkahwinku dengan harapan menggunung. dan hasilnya....

adalah sukaaaaaaaa! hahaha! both me and encik tunang adalah berpuas hati.

so lepas ni tinggal nak konfemkan map ajelah. penin ok penin map dia. aku harap orang tak sesat nak datang wedding aku nanti.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

bzz bzzz

tarik nafas hembus nafas

  • banyak nak catch up today
  • esok pergi lumut untuk ship assessments. gila risau boss tak dapat pergi sebab dia mat saleh maka tak boleh masuk shipyard. maka i'm on my own.
  • thurs-fri Spore trip - memberi presentation. gila bosan pergi dengan boss sahaja macam mana nak poya2. dahla sekejap sempat ke nak shopping cari bag hantaran?
  • kenapa my caterer suka call i instead of calling my parents yang tukang bayar? peninnnn.
  • my wedding card punya design siap besok and sabtu baru we all boleh finalize design. dan janji siap on 13/11. lambat kan? tapi harap sempat nak distribute.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa

encik tunang pun fly to bintulu esok for work purpose. tiba terfikir kalau dah kahwin dua2 out station pun okay. tak la bosan dok rumah sorang2. unless dah ada baby. hehe haip haipppp