hai, 3yo eisya and 7m++ safiyya

hai semua.

harap semua sihat2 dan sentiasa dalam kegembiraan bersama yang tercinta. ceywahhh.

saya ok je gemuk macam biasa (or lebih dari biasa) bersama yang tersayang. kikikiki.

eisya sekarang dah 3tahun.

dah besar dah macam2. boleh buat gaduh. haha. tapi dah besar pon still manja mommy sangat2. tadi pagi call dia, dia marah sebab i pergi keja tak kejut dia bawak pusing2. haiyayayaayy. boleh sepanjang dalam perbualan kat phone tu dia hanya cakap - eisya nak mommy eisya nak mommy. last2 bila i cakap bye, dia meraung.

T________________T

dia masih suka princess and all the pinky stuffs. suka buku. tiap2 malam suruh mami bacakan. tapi tak suka kaler ke belajar abc ke numbers ke. kenal dah few tapi tak suka kalau kita asik tanya2 dia ni apa ni apa. art work ke project apa2 dia memang suka.

mula2 adalah risau jugak sebab ramai je budak baya dia dah kenal ABC semua kan. tapi sebab dia tanak belajar takleh paksa gak kan. i talked to a friend yang ada tadika and share my worry and she just laughed and said i je think too much.

so after that i legalah. i know she is a smart girl. i dont have to teach her, read this, hafal this. just show her and she will knowlah eventually. mak dia tah apa2 nak skema suruh duduk and baca and hafal ahhah. tak rti pulak nak make it fun kan. banyak je idea from google tu masa je lahaiii terkejar2 sana sini buat itu ini.
tapi sebenarnya padahal dia sambil2 main ke cakap2 dengan kita tu pon dia belajar.

contoh, zikir2 asas tu, al fatihah dia da boleh nyanyi dengan pelat2 tu la sebab kita asik baca/dengarkan dia kan. tak de pulak paksa dia macam abc tu haha.

takpela kakak, i let you to be kid. at the same time mommy try as much as i can to show you things. tahun depan kita masuk pre-school ok.

social skills dia ok aje. kan terlebih peramah haha tapi recently dia kadang2 malu. masa nak pergi playdate rumah kawan i, dia boleh cakap banyak kali - tapi sya malu mommy! cemana ni eisya maluuuuu! haha

safiyya dah 7 bulan lebih. dah boleh duduk, merangkak (style seret kaki haha), panjat tangga, berdiri berpaut kat sesuatu dan meniti, boleh sebut paa paa. dan masih je kuat nangis hahaa. biasalah anak2 dara i semua vocal power hahahahaaa.

alhamdulillah tengok safiyya baik2 saja. yela kan sebab dulu dia kuning tingggi. pastu kan blood transfusion masa umur dia 5hari. macam2 dr kata risk menda tu. masa tu aku nangis je keja. huhu. harap adik sentiasa membesar dengan sihat dan jadi anak soleh.

time sekarang ni rasa nak pause je adik ni. sedap peluk cium pastu belum pandai nak tantrum macam cha hahaha.

time cha dulu tiap2 bulan update blog kan. ni mak dah malas betul nak update blog. hahaha. sorry dik bukan mami tak sayang, cuma malas nak type2 dah sekarang tua tua ni.

pastu tatau nak cerita apa kan. asik cerita pasal anak je. macam tak ada menda lain ke jadi kat hidup aku ni. ahhaa. banyak je kan tapi MALASSSS hahahaa

okaylah tu je nak lepas rindu kat blog ah konon konon. kikikiki.

take care korang!

The birth story of Eisyqina Safiyya

Hello. 

I miss my blog! haha. 

Yeah I know I know. This is so basi already. I have drafted my blog/FB notes for 10times I guess when I was still on leave at home being mak lampir. But satu pon tak complete. Too many distractions! That is me being a mommy of two demanding diva princesses. Sooooo tiringgggggg. So I will really need to rest for quite sometimes until we produce another one! So far2 anak-anakku, pregnant mabok teruk. Beranak senang. Lepas beranak, agaggaaga diva dedua. hehe. 

OK. Back to the birth story. Alhamdulillah it was easy. But only the labour part. Others was pretty tuff. 

I actually planned for water birth at home. And I agreed. Yes. I je agree. Hubby disagree. I can't even get my mom to support me. I actually wanted it really bad. So I dragged hubby to gentle birth class (Hayati Muzaffar, hi Yatt! :) ), hoping that he will get the hidayah and agree for my earlier plan. 

Apakan daya semua harapanku menjadi debu. So finelah. Hospital pon hospital lah asalkan I get to deliver as how I want and mendapat restu suami. So we talked to our doctor, presented my birth plan. Everything seems to be good. 

My EDD was supposed to be on 21/8/2013. I prayed hard so that I deliver a week before that because Dato' Dr Zarul will be flying to US on my EDD. And I was quite worry if dia takde then my birth plan takut doctor lain tanak layan. But he said he already briefed his team about my plan. I also prayed so that baby give mommy can nak raya dulu. So I really wanted my baby to come out on 39weeks - 14/8/2013. punya demanding mak dia kasi arahan kat baby dalam perut.

So... raya 8/8 kan? We raya at my parents' house at Sg Buloh je sebab tanak travel jauh2. 38weeks dah masa tu kan. Tiba2 Allah nak uji kitaorang. Hubby was admitted to Tropicana Medical Centre on 3rd raya. He had appendicitis and inflammation kat usus. So dahh kena

beraya kat hospital pulak kan. So I took care of him for 4nights. He had to stay longer in the hospital sebab on antibiotics tu. Actually masa kat hospital, I was so veryyy tired. I did not get to sleep well. Yela dengan perut besar, tempat tidur kecil. I really missed my bed lah that time haha.

Day1 at hospital - Hubby went for the operation.

Day2 - jaga hubby. 

Day3 - ingat nak balik rumah nak rest tapi hubby baru lepas buat CT scan so he asked me to stay sebab tak larat sangat. 

Day 4 - I went to office kejap nak setel few things. Then back to hospital. 

Day 5 - teman husband sambil buat reply emails andddddd..... 

so it was 14/8/2013, day 5 at the hospital jaga hubby. it was 5pm++ and i was sitting on my gym ball while replying my emails, sipping my red raspberry tea. suddenly i realised that my braxton hicks got a little bit stronger and frequent. this BH thingy, i got it since i was 7months pregnant i guess. wait, was it 5? dunno. tak ingat. masa pregnant eisya tak ada pon BH ni. i read that it is normal to get BH earlier during second pregnancy and we don't normally have it during the first pregnancy. 

i started feeling curious, so i watched the clock. so the BH came in 4minutes interval. i thought, 'wait. if it's BH why is it constant? and if i'm in labour, why am i not feeling the pain?'

i told my girls, and masa tu yaya and dyah said - ederq! u are having a mild contraction. u are in labour. malam ni kau beranak!

aku ni ye ye in denial. tak la bukan ni. BH je. haha. 

i also told Ayin ( i proposed her earlier to be my birth mate as hubby won't be around). asked her to get herself prepared. manalah tau kan nak beranak kejap2 lagi. 

i texted Yatt also, and she said. don't time. u will know when the time comes. 

i texted my mom - 'ummy. kak long rasa perut mengeras setiap 4minit. tapi tak sakit pon. nanti ummy lepas buka puasa, datanglah terus. kaklong balik tido kat rumah malam ni. mana tau esok2 beranak.'

and she called, tak cakap helo tak bagi salam --eh kaklong! setiap 4minit tak lama dah nak beranak tu!!! kejap lagi keluar la tu. siap2 nanti abah amik sekarang ni dia amik. 

eiii belumlah ummy. kak long tak sakit. takyahlah dulu. malam ni lepas buka ummy datanglah amik kaklong. esok kot ni. 

eiiiii budak ni! main2 dia. nak beranak dalam kereta ke? ummy dulu anak kedua tengah sidai kain sakit pastu terus beranak. takde lama2 punya. siap2. abah amik sekarang!!

mmh. that's my mom. 

so around 7pm, abah dah sampai kat bawah. i minta restu from hubby then left him alone. sedih pulak nak tinggal dia sorang2 kan. 

went into the car and marah abah, tak nyempat2 nak amik. kak long tak sakit laa. barang pon tak sempat kemas.abah cakap. ummy yang suruh. *buat muka inesen

dalam kereta, abah drive laju selit2 semua. macamlah baby dah nak keluar masa tu. eii abah. bawak slow2 je. kaklong bukan nak beranak sekarang. 

abah kata, eh taklah. abah nak buka puasa ni.

cover habissss. 

sampai rumah, marah ummy pulak. kenapalah panik sangat miii. 

ummy cakap, eh abah yang nak amik. *buat muka inesen

cute sangat dedua ni. suka pura2 inesen.

then, ummy asked me to eat and solat and mandi. lepas tu kita gi hospital! 

tak sakit teruk lagi la ummy. nantila. 

eii kang beranak kat rumah, nak ke?

nak!

budak niiiiii. sapa nak sambut?

ummy la! 

biar dok ponggggg! 

kikiki. so, makanlah. tapi masa makan dah rasa makin intense pulak. pon masih in denial. ni contraction ke. lepas makan baru macam pasti. ok. i'm in labour. sakit oi. i thought, esok kot beranak.

again, i made myself a cup of red raspberry tea, swallowed 5 capsules of VCO. i tried to lie down on my bed after mandi and solat magrib (cos i miss my bed so much :p) but that did not feel right. 

i went downstairs, sit on my gymball and breathe each time i feel the pressure on my back. 

eisya on the other hand keep bugging me. yela she missed me la kan. dah berapa hari tinggal dia with tokmi. each time i breathe deeper she asked. mommy kenapa? mommy ok ke?

and my brother, iwan keep asking me to go to hospital. siap cakap. jangan tunjuk tererlah! pegi hospital la wehh.cait budak ni. 

then, i asked bibik to prepare some hot water for me to bathe. sebab baru teringat warm water can reduce the pain. oh hell yeah. it was such a pleasure when i had warm water on my back each time the pain came. i was even thinking to deliver the baby alone in the toilet because it felt so good there. ahha. 

tapi tiba2 muka nagaan ummy menjelma seandainya aku terberanak di dalam toilet, lalu aku cepat2 keluar toilet dan pakai baju dan cakap kat ummy. ummy solat la isya'. pastu kita gi la hospital. dah boleh pergi kot. 

but i'm soooo wanna try water birth okkkk! maybe next time. hehe.

then, i told Ayin to come over. 

915pm - in the car, i actually breathe harder. i started to vocalised - Allah. Allah. each time the pain came. but it was still bearable. i also asked my brother, alan to urut my pinggang each time i was in pain. man, it felt so good haha. 

i went to the hospital counter and asked for a room. they said ward semua penuh, dr zarul MC hari ni.

this time i dah start sakit kuat. it was 930pm. 

habis cane ni. saya nak beranak ni. dr zarul kasi saya beranak kat ward. *sambil tahan sakit. 

then one of the nurses nak tarik i masuk bilik nak buat VE and CTG. 

i immediately told her - eh tanak tanak. u bukak my file ada birth plan dalam tu. dr zarul cakap takyah. i nak terus masuk beranak je ni. *sambil tahan sakit. 

then pakgad came nak bawa i naik ward. he asked me to sit on the wheelchair. i declined. he insisted and before he finished his words, i said firmly. TAK NAK! SAYA NAK JALAN! 

then tengah2 tunggu nak masuk labour room (sebab ward penuh), i wailed. Allah. Allahu Akbar. in front of everybody at the ward counter. there were some women, watching me and smiled to me, like good luck smile like that. hehe thanks. 

i went in the labour room with my brother, alan. he asked if ummy can get in to replace him. i said no!!!! haha. i need his hands to urut me k. 

this time, it was different from my first labour. i was well aware on what's going on. i was in full control. yela kan. i was all by myself. hubby was not around. alan tu pon tekejut kot tiba2 kena teman i beranak. haha. 

i was standing, bearing the pain. and alan massaged my back each time the surge came. i drink a lot of water too to keep myself hydrated.

then, the midwife came in.

nurse: puan, boleh tak kita nak check VE? kita nak tau progress puan. 

me: tak boleh! baca birth plan i. dr zarul dah agree. 

nurse: tapi kita nak tahu puan bila nak beranak. 

me: saya dah nak beranak ni! dr zarul mana? nurse saya mana? (sebab dr zarul dah assign 1 midwife for me)

nurse: dr zarul mc. tak boleh datang, tak boleh bangun dia slipped disc. kita check VE sekali je k puan. sekali je saya mintak. 

i was soo frustrated at this point. hubby not around, ward penuh, dr takde. blerghhhh. 

me: haih yela yela. tapi tunggu saya tak ada surge baru boleh. 

nurse: ok. puan naik atas katil ye. 

i was on the floor at this point of time. having my head and arms rested on chair, kneeling. i took one of the pillows to support my knees. 

me: *tried to get up. saya tak boleh panjat dah katil ni. 

alan: kat lantai je boleh?

nurse: okay kita lapik. so puan, da boleh buat ve?

me: belum. ada surge ni. 

nurse: ok now?

me: sabarrrrrr! sakit lagi nii.

me: i rasa kan. u memang tak boleh buat dah ni VE. tak yahlah. baby dah nak keluar ni. cuba tengok. 

nurse: *she bent down and checked down there and said Allah! dah nak keluar ni.  

other nurses rushed and took their equipments. i saw few of them were reading my birth plan once in a while before talking to me. 

nurse: puan. saya (dont remember her name). saya yang akan jaga puan ye. kita panggil dr ratna boleh tak puan? 

me: korang tak leh ke sambut baby ni? 

nurse: kena ada dr jugak puan. kalau apa2 hal better dr ada. 

*diam. 

tiba2 alan cakap, ada ke dr lain? 

nurse: ada. kena call. dalam 15minit dia datang.

alan: ha ok panggil dr tu. 

pandai2 aje budak ni. whateverlah. aku dah nak beranak ni.

during my pregnancy, i always said i wanted to try to squat. but i did not feel like squatting at all. kneeling was the best position at that moment. 

mula2 i kneeling and alan support me from my right side. then i suruh alan amik kerusi, bantal. i rest my knees on the bantal, and both hands and head on the chair. nurse getting ready behind me. sorry la nurse u have to see my bum. kiki. 

I was layaning my surges and i can remember i did smile through the process, visualising the baby. reciting alhamdulillah for each surge, as the baby is 1 step closer to mommy. i tried hard to remember what I have learnt to visualise, to breathe calmly. But there were 1 time I wanted to cry and said sakitnya... then I quickly said to myself, baby is coming soon. relax. breathe. ingat Allah. sakit is good. baby is closer.  

Then one of the nurses asked, puan. ada sorang perempuan nak masuk. boleh ke? 

oh tu kawan saya. kasi dia masuk. 

then, Ayin stepped in. i did not think that she can actually make it. I was happy la to see her that time. Alan was being very supportive. kelakar pulak ingat balik bila dia kata, ok dah nampak kepala. sikit lagi kaklong push!

well, i did not push at all. i breathe and breahe and breathe. i dont remember hearing the word or should i say instruction to push from any of the midwives. so they really honoured my birth plan. 

Ayin tanya, kau nak aku amik gambar tak? NAKKK. haha. nasib ada ayin adalah jugak gambar beranak.

what? no, oi mana boleh letak sini! haha. 

Alan and Ayin stroked me, giving me good words. just what i need and finally she came out at 10.30pm. She was born en caul. Alhamdulillah. Orang tua kata lahir dalam tembuni, orang berani hehe. mudah mudahan. 

Unfortunately she tertelan tahi already so terrrpaksa jugak buat suction. dunno why dia distress. perhaps mommy stress fikir macam2 dalam kalut2 tu sebab hubby tak dr takde ward takde haha. tapi semua ok alhamdulillah ya Allah.

One of the nurses wanted to clamp the cord immediately but Ayin stopped her and told her to wait few more minutes. Thanks babe. 

Then I took my baby to my chest. She tanak BF maybe sebab fobia kena suck. then I just hold her jelah, skin to skin. bau baby masa ni wangiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. sekarang pon wangi huhu kalau boleh buat perfume bau macam baby kan bes hehe. 

Then Dr Ratna came in. I dah nervous ni cemanalah kalau uri lambat keluar mesti dia nak cucuk je kan. then she gave few more minutes kalau tak keluar jugak she will intervent lah since risau of bleeding risk. lupalah dia explain apa. i just said ok.

Then she checked if I got any tear. Alhamdulillah no tear, just a minimal grazing that do not require any stitch. 

So selamatlah. Alhamdulillah Allah made it easy for us. 

Thanks also to the hospital team (Putra Medical Centre, Sg Buloh) for honouring my birth plan. 

Next day, hubby dapat hospital leave and came to visit me and our baby. 

Then Dr Zarul called me, asked if everything is OK. and he apologised sebab tak dapat datang. He was actually looking forward for my birth as he wanted to experience a new thing as what we call as gentle birth. tapi apa boleh buat dia tak dapat bangun langsung, slipped disc. huhu. 

Safiyya ni anak yang mendengar kata sebab dari awal mommy kata keluar masa 39 weeks which was 14/8/2013 haha. thanks baby. 

So, next baby? Water birth (at home) please B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hehehehe.  

OK bye!!! Wishing all expecting moms the best! 

Eh cop cop. Before I end this, I'd like to share what I think help to ease labour pain.

• Red raspberry tea leaf (started after 36weeks, till now)
• VCO - virgin coconut oil (started even before pregnant, till now)
• Air kelapa muda (started since early pregnancy - to ease mabuk. some say jangan amik awal2. but I amik aje)
• Visualisation 
• Zikir
• Amalkan Surah Maryam, Surah Yusuf
• Restu suami

Apa2 pon, kita hanya berusaha dan Allah yang menentukan segala. No matter how you deliver your baby, Allah has promised a great return for us, mothers. Niatkanlah segala usaha kita kerana Allah. Tiap orang ada rezeki masing2. 

So, berusahalah macam2 and let God. :)

EISYQINA SAFIYYA

tujuan hidup

kemain serius tajuk.

kadang aku fikir2 apakah tujuan hidup aku kalau hari2 aku asik long for weekend aje. hari2 bilang hari berapa hari lagi nak weekend.

ah ni semua poyoo! ni semua doniaaa aje!!!

eii whatever betul. kikik

anywayyyy

esokk. cha start swimming class. tak sabar. pastu lupa lak nak test if i still fit the swimming suit haha. kalau tak muat, papa la kena masuk yeh. tapi tak beshla i nak masuk dengan chaaaa. huhu harap muat.

pastu ada few weddings to attend sabtu dan ahad. biasalah tu musim cuti sekolah bermakna musim mengawan kan. orang jemput kita kena pergi yeh.

ahad jugak ada gentle birth class. alhamdulillah akhirnya encik suami ku tersayang akhirnya memaksa diri menjoinkan diri untuk attend ni for 4 consecutive sundays. not easy lah to convince him kan.

actually memanglah niat di hati tu nak try waterbirth, at home. tapi, buat masa ni, ummy and hubby tak setuju. we talked to my gynae, dia tak ada masalah nak waterbirth ke dry birth ke apa ke at home ke. even nak beranak kat hospital dalam ward, nanti diskas birth plan dengan dia cemana. dia pulak semangat dah beli birth stool. hehe. fewh legalah kalau itu macam. doa jela semua smooth kan.

tapi kalau lepas ni tiba2 hubby ajak homebirth haruslah aku paling gumbira hehehehe.

anyway, tak kisahlah. asalkan gentle birth. asalkan selamat. asalkan hubby at my side masa tu.

oi birth plan tak siap2 lagi ni. relax je la kan awal lagi. tapi ingat nak tunjuk dr this coming check up huhu. 

cha sedang potty train sekarang. atas inisiatif bibik. memang ada cicir la kan of course. tapi alhamdulillah these 3 days dia dah reti rasa nak kencing. pastu cepat2 bawak pergi toilet. tapi tanak dok kat bowl tu.

mula2 tanak masuk toilet. cakap ni nak kench tapi tanak toilet. pastu improve - masuk toilet tapi diri. pastu improve tapi cangkung. haha harap pasni duduk kat toilet bowl pulak.

ada orang kata awal lagi nak train. tapi sebab dia sendiri before ni sibuk tanak pakai lampin. tapi bila nak kench je suruh pakaikan. meaning dia tah tau rasa cuma tak ready nak duduk toilet tu kan. takpe slowly la nak.

kalau nanti by the time adik kuar eisya da diaper free, wahh bagus tu nak. takpe mommy tak paksa ok?

my sweethearts muachsss

okay apa kaitan tajuk tujuan hidup kat sini dengan entire post ni kan?

oh eisya

i feel so bad of leaving my blog page with very hormonal post like below. hahaha. pardon this pregnant lady yeh.

tapi kan, sometimes memang kena jadi hormonal baru things move. kikiki. 

haiya third trimester is not going to be easy kot. i mengah. i am heavy. sheesshh. i kena make sure next pregnancy kan, i kena 50kg baru get pregnant. kalau sudah gemoks awal2 nanti dah makin berat adalah meletihkan yeh. okay i am aged...

balik kerja, penat travel penat jem kan. sebenarnya rasa all i want to do is sleep and care about nothing. tapi i have husband and daughter to take care kan. so separuh mata terbuka, dengan sakit pinggang gagahkan dirilah. selalu cita2 nak tidur awal tapi lambat jugak jadinya.

okaylah stop whining jom cerita pasal eisya. 

eisya's first times of...

watching movie. we watched epic. tu jela yang okay untuk cha kan. tak kan nak bawak anak kecik tengok movie 18sg kan. tak seswai youu.

actually i pon dah lama gila tak tengok wayang. last masa preggie cha la. pas cha kuar mana ada tengok wayang kan. dating dua orang pon tak ada. yawnnn!

okaylah boleh bawak lagi eisya ni. we had a great time. memang dia banyak tanyala, as expected. bila kita bisik2 suruh cakap pelan2 dia cakapla pelan2 bisik2. kadang terlepas. pastu lama2 dia bosan kejap dia bangun duduk semua. pastu tanya2 lagi haha. tapi ok je overall.

we took couple seat tapi cha kat tengah2 or kat atas riba papa lah kan. mommy n papa nak loving2 pon limited muahahahah. 

macam2lah dia tanya and cakap. dia panggil wayang tu tv besyarrr. 

pastu time dia bosan2 tu --

E: mommy, nak kungkung mommy tak?
M: takyahla sya. kita tengok cerita ni k.
E: mommy mayu (malu) ke?
M: aah mommy malu. 
E: ok. 

10minutes after that.

E: mommy, mommy mayu tak?
M: aah malulahhh. 
E: sya tak mayu pon?
M: takyahla sya. 
E: tapi tutup yampu (lampu) kann?
M: urgh. okay fineeeeee.

so kungkung mommyla kat cinema tu. haha. whatever betul makcik ni. lepas dah abis cerita tu, dia boleh tak nak keluar. nak lari patah balik cakap eisya nak tenok tv besyar lagiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. kan sebab kat screen tu ada lagi. sebab tu dia nak tengok haha.

ok sya next time mommy belanja wayang lagi ok?

excited hahha. 

baking. we baked choc cake that day. haha mommy ni sengal pegi google easy recipe kan. pastu tak sedap macam selalu buat. kikiki. orang lain xde pon cakap tak sedap. papa dia je cakap haha. sian cha tauuu. :p sebab cha yang buat bukan mommy muahahah.

she loves it lah. mommy will try to spend more time like this ok cha? lately we all been busy kan. tak sempat nak beraktiviti.

lepas ni pon papa tak OS kot. kot lah. tataula jadual papa awak tu kan sya. puasa tak OS kot. bulan 8 lagilah tak OS i is tunggu hari kan.

sometimes masa hubby OS i rasa macam okaylah boleh balik rumah my mom, relax2 tak yah masak, nak pergi kerja tak jem teruk. like hubby said, dia OS i is macam cutilah being a wife haha. tapi bila time anak meragam, rasa bengkekkk je kena deal sorang2 kan. memanglah ada maid and my family around tapi manakan sama kan.

sekarang pon eisya kemain mengada time papa dia ada. semua nak papa buat. mommy of coursela happy sebab dulu2 papa dia suka mengelat. part basuh berak je, kalau i suruh, dia suruh i balik or bibik. i cakap, haaa suruhlaahhhh. nanti esok2 dah tua, berak dalam diaper, anak tak mau basuh nak ke camtu?? sengih2 je dia.

tapi sekarang, eisya dah pandai. nak papa mandikan, nak papa basuh kencing. nak papa wash biyak. everytime like that, mommy cakap -- sya, u r such a good girl! pastu kasik thumbs up kat papa dia. bengkekkk je member hahaa.

eisya jugak dalam phase mencabar kesabaranlah jugak sekarang ni. tak nak mandi, taknak pakai baju, tanak sikat/ikat rambut, tanak minum susu, tanak tido. adaaa je akal dia nak apa2. memang kena banyak2 istifar tahan sabar. kadang2 terlepas gak la nagaan tuuu. pastu biasalah menyesallll. dan dia copy cat sangat k. janganlah kasi dia tengok or dengar menda merepek. sekali je tengok terus pick up and tiru. pergh. lagi sekali parenting skill adalah tercabar cemana nak deal with the situation.

time papa dia ada adalah worst. pagi2 bangun je paksa papa beli nasi lemak or roti canai. ada sehari tu dia bangun lambat and papa dia dah balik beli breakfast. wah apa lagi. terpaksalah keluar lagi beli sekeping lagi roti canai. hew hew hew.

kalau time datang angin dia nak berjalan, haa memang kenalah papa dia bawak pergi jalan. da sampai depan rumah, meraung, eisya tanak balikkkkkkkkkkkkkk. so kena lagi seround dua.

memang suka mengikut. bukan dengan papa jelah. uncle2 dia, my parents. meraung2 ok. semalam masa mandi, dia tengok tokmi tokbah dah lawa2 siap2 nak pergi wedding orang. dia menaruh harapan lah lepas mandi dapat ikut. kejap lagi dah kena tinggal kan. nangis sambil cakap tokbah tokmi tak wait shor (for) meeee.  balik je my parents, tengah2 happy main pon dia ingat je kena tinggal. apa lagiii. marahlah. soo terpaksa jugak tokmi tokbah bawak jalan2. pastu dah sampai depan rumah cakap, sya tanak balikk. sya nak pergi kedai. tokbah beli eshkwimmmmmmmmmmm.

macam2lah dia ni. tapi tak apalah. mommy take it as a challenge lah. be wise on how to deal with things. after all she is such a nice, lovely smart lil girl. the reason we smile everyday. lepas ni ada adik eisya pulak. can't wait pulak i nak tengok dedua ni.

ni sya dgn second cousin dia. dia layan budak2 kecik dari dia baik. comel je tengok dorang. 

okaylah nak berangan sat. hahha.

bye!

of many things :)

hola!

i'm sorry to bore you with this random (might be long) blog post. hehe macam tak biasa kann.

3rd anniversary

we became husband and wife 3 years back. kejap je dah 3 tahun kan. dalam 3 tahun ni, banyak belajar. banyak suka duka. masa kapel2 dulu tak terfikir pon life sekarang ni akan macam ni. honestly, not as beautiful as i have ever imagined before. hehe. but it is not too bad, not bad at all. :)

dah macam2 dah rasa sepanjang kahwin ni. ada time sayang, sayang sangat2. ada time menyampah, ya allah benci sangat ok. biasalah tu setan suka ambil kesempatan time suami isteri gaduh kan.

bersyukur ada eisya yang sememangnya penyeri dalam rumah tangga kami. walaupon lately selalu jugka gaduh 'sebab eisya', she is still the reason why we are going strong.

gaduh sebab eisya tu maksud dia - dengki siapa yang kena basuh berak/kencing, siapa lagi penat jaga eisya, sebab eisya ada diaper rash tapi mommy tak nak letak steroid based cream, sebab eisya jatuh masa mommy/papa jaga, sebab siapa nak jaga eisya. haha macam2. menda camtu pon nak gaduh kan. masa buat anak pandai kerjasama. nak jaga pon gadoh2. pang jugak dedua ni kan.

nak kasi tips rumah tangga bahagia pon tak leh kasi sebab belum layak hehe. tapi dari apa yang aku observe dan baca adalah perkara pertama - JAGA SOLAT. insya Allah.

dan bila dah kahwin ni kena tahu bila masa untuk diam, untuk bersuara, untuk marah, untuk beralah. sangat penting sebab wrong timing yang salu bawak ke perang besar.

tapi kepada yang belum kahwin. percayalah ya kata2 orang - lepas kahwin memang lain punya kalau nak compare masa bercintan. haktuih! kalau tahu takyah lah kapel lama2. buang karennn je hehehe.

tapi apa2 pon, happy anniversary darling hubby. thanks for always being there for us. just bear with me ok. sebab i can bear with you lagi. kikikik. love u b!

p/s belum celebrate apa2 pon sebab masa tu dedua OS. huhu. this weekend k b?

 hamboi. aku milikmu.

tskk. sakit hati. 48kg je kot masa ni. tskk

eisya kena tinggal

semalaman je. sian cha ni first time mommy and papa OS serentak. papa for a week. mommy 1 night je tak ada. esoknya dah balik. beberap hari sebelum tu eisya demam. i kept telling her - cepat baik, mommy nak work tinggal sya, 1 night je. eisya be good ok. eisya tidur dengan tokmi and tokbah. eisya minum kungkung botol je. 

the day before nak pergi tu dia dah baik, alhamdulillah. dia demam 5 days sebab mommy taknak amik antibiotics. huhu.

masa packing bag, dia peluk je i. bila i cakap nanti sleep with tokmi dia cakap tanakk. masa nak pergi tu dia nangis nak ikut. tapi bila nampak cab tengah tunggu, tiba2 berenti nangis, tanya syape tu? pastu salam kiss sume terus ok. tak nangis pon sampai esoknya. tapi nak tidur tu lambatla takde senjata kungkung mommy. hehe. tengah malam bangun tidur pon tak minum susu botol. siann. tapi dia happy je dapat tidur dengan tokmi tokbah. suruh peluk dia. pastu asik cek2 orang dah tidur ke belum. tokbah syeep? tokmi syeep. sshhs shh. eh eh dia pulak yang dodoi orang.

masa i call, tengah tengok adam hawa. pastu i suruh dia nyanyi. dia nyanyila, demi cinta ada hatikuu. haha. pastu i tanya eisya tidur dengan sapa malam ni? denan tokmi tokbah. kungkung mommy tak de cemana? kung shu otom je. 

amboi siap cakap je tuu. 

 ni masa mommy baru sampai rumah. bertempekk. 

sebijik demi sebijik dia suap i delima. hehe. our favourite fruit! 

kakak syiti 

kak siti dah dihantar balik ke rumah dia. insya allah bibik cha sampai malam ni. lepas balik KL ada jugak cha cari2 kak siti dia. bila tanya kak siti mana? dia kata, ayik kapungg!

eisya ni L and R fail lagi hehe

hopefully maid yang datang ni ok. ameen...

sepanjang ada helper memang rasa kurang penat. walaupon dia buat kerja tak perfect, tapi kira pejam mata jela redha. lagipon sedara dan dia mana biasa. lagipon baru je sebulan setengah. kalau lama lagi mungkin dia akan get better. dengan eisya pon baru je nak mesra2. dah eisya kena train dgn orang lain pulak. mmh.

tinggalkan eisya dengan siti, i tak ada perasaan risau eisya kena dera ke, kena marah ke, curi barang kat rumah ke. yelah kan kalau maid indon mesti sedikit sebanyak akan risau. tapi tak apalah. lebih baik amik yang bukan sedara. senang untuk semua pihak.

harapan aku terhadap maid akan datang ni - penyayang kepada eisya, jujur, ikhlas kerja, rajin. tak perlu pandai masak sebab aku yang masak untuk family aku makan. masa siti ada, aku tak pernah pon nak suruh dia masak untuk aku or eisya. sebab memang tak perlu. dia masak untuk diri sendiri sahaja.

tapi bila ada helper, aku pon sedar aku ni cerewet jugak sebenarnya. hew hew hew. kena muhasabah diri.

lain2

mmh sebenarnya nak cerita pasal eisya 22 bulan tapi macam dah panjang bebenor ni. boring ok.

okaylah tu aje. bye!!!

Eisya is ONE!

on 19th February 2012, Eisya Adelea turned one year old! Alhamdulillah...

macam biasa mari kita cerita ceriti perkembangan cik cha at 1 yo.

Vocabulary

Mamam - nak makan
Kung kung - nenen/susu botol/water.

kalau dia bangun tidur macam lapar je kan, tunjuk dia bowl dia or periuk kecik yg salu reheat food dia tu, dia akan gembira sambil cakap mamam mamam. kalau dia tanak makan lagi, dia cakap kung kung.

haaa cemana leh dapat kungkung tu? memula tu kalau dia nenen, dia salu akan buat bunyi kungkung masa nenen tu. pastu aku ajuk2 dia dia gelak2. pastu da sudah nenen, aku cakaplah, eisya, kungkung. dia gelak2. pastu aku cakap, where's kungkung. dia tunjuk nenen. OKAYYY. kungkung tu nenen rupanya. since then dia nak susu dia cakap kungkung. tapi lama2, tengok botol susu pun kungkung, EBM pun kungkung, sippy cup pun kungkung. fine, mommy dont feel special anymore. hehe. senang jugak sekarang, dulu nak susu je tau nangis. sekarang, kungkung. bangun tengah malam pun, mata pejam tapi kungkung sambil mulut cari nenen.

panggil mommy - appa/abbu/ibu/mama. work harder baby! it's mommy!!

Moon - Mmmmeeerr 

kalau kuar malam je, tunjuk langit cakap mmmerr. kenal moon masa balik JB masa maulud tu. subhanallah masa tu bulan sangat sempurna. eisya jakun sebentar.

 Twinkle twinkle - tinte tinte

alahai kalau dengar lagu twinkle twinkle ni, dua2 tangan bukak tutup. pastu goyang2 badan and nyanyi. da abis clap. pastu cakap tinte tinte. nak lagi ler tewww. pingsan aku nak play banyak kali.

Ustazah Eisya

tengok zikir kat oasis. kalau melasak2, bukak je ni. diam, ralit terus.goyang2 and ikut zikir la konon. aaa ooo aaa.

kalau azan tu, especially yang amy search tu kan. kan letak tangan kat sebelah telinga, nanti dia pun letak and ooo aaaa.
letak kat baby chair, automatic angkat tangan baca doa nak makan. tapi kalau lapar tak sabar nak mamam, 2-3 suap baru doa. fine.
kalau bab solat, rajin. terus je angkat takbir. sujud siap. kalau bangun pagi nangis, nampak sejadah pun tetiba angkat takbir. haha. dengar ceramah agama kat tv, dengar perkataan allah, terus angkat takbir lagi. haha!
ni semua time kasih pada tokmi :)

Skil memanjat

lajuuu naik tangga. turun tangga pun. seram aku. JALAN BELUM LAGI!! tak yakin diri lagi. hehe.

Menjadi comel

suka wave hand kat orang as if saying hi! dok strolller jalan2 tetiba hi! haha! kalau orang baru balik rumah/dia baru bangun tidur tengok orang, hi! dahla hi yang jenis kepit ketiak.


kalau dengar baby lain nangis, dia ajuk. eleh macam dia tu tak kuat nangis kan. kalau dia cubit kita, kita pura2 cry dia pun ajuk. geram okay.


sekarang kalau dia pergi sentuh menda2 kita tak bagi, awal2 dia geleng2 kepala sambil buat jari no no no. macam, ni tak leh eisya tau laa. tapi pastu pegang je. T___T


ayahsu ajar buat 1 malaysia! ayahsu ajar buat untuk nadi arena. ala cemana tah nak cite. sabar jela aku.

Penjerit

Ya Allah. pekak telinga selama 5 minit. full stop!

TV

aku sebenarnya tak ajar sangat eisya tengok tv. kartun2 memang tak ada pun bagi tengok sangat. unless lagu2 kat youtube - Barney, Elmo etc. so sekarang ni aku perhatikan dia suka lagu2 je kat tv. kalau cerita2 dia malas nak layan. tak pun yang tunjuk numbers n ABC ke.

kalau iklan, dia suka iklan softlan yang budak laki comel cakap ada 4 sebab patut guna softlan tu. apa tah. dia senyum sampai telinga. dan jerit2 pastu clap bila abis. lagi dia suka iklan ribena, tah apa tah lagi lupa. 

lagipun rumah aku tv dikuasai di tangan orang lain. haha. sebab pakcik2 dia sukaaa tengok bola 24jam, eisya da jadi peminat bola. aku ajar sekali je buat goal! angkat tangan. sekarang tiap kali tengok bola sepak, dia angkat tangan dedua. dan tepuk tangan kat atas. wah wah.

aku ingat suka bola je. japgi masa iwan tengok tennis, dia meniarap mendongak tengok tennis dan tepuk2. macam fahammmm je.

okay cha. nanti pegi ganti nicol david la kalau da minat sangat sukan. hih

First Birthday

cukup ler tu. hehe. alhamdulillah. masih menyusukan eisya. walaupun tak 100%. Susu FM pun dah tukar yang langkah 2. From Enfalac A+ to Enfapro A+. ok je kot. sekarang pump sekali je kat ofis. sampai kadang rasa nak quit pump. ayoma ayopa. tapi tengok balik betapa eisya tak boleh lupakan kungkung mommy, macam alahai kesian. tabahkan hati. huhu.


Eisya, mommy minta maaf sebab tak buat party untuk eisya. kang mommy risau gak nanti besar sya kata, kenapa sya tak ada first birthday party?! ayoma ayopa!



tak ada party sayang tapi kita celebrate dengan family. kita gi melaka. eisya enjoy pegi zoo. ok la tu kan? hehe.


pagi2 tu gerak gi tangkak, amik ciksu. pastu gi kerja kahwin sedara atok eisya kat melaka. selamba aku pegi kendiuri kawen kat kampung pakai jeans. T___T


then sebab nak gi zoo, pergi jela McD depan zoo Melaka tu nak potong kek. ayayai kek dah cair ya. sebab buttercream kurang manis aku order so dia tak hold sangat. lagipun singgah kenduri tu, kek dah relax2 kat kereta for 1hr++ camtu.


cha pulak tengah dodo masa sampai McD tu. so tunggu dia sedar, moody lak. so amik mood main kat slides dulu, ok sikit. tapi stress sebab tak leh main lama2. haha sebab tu muka monyok je masa potong kek. orang nyanyi2 happy birthday dia pelik, pehal korang nyanyi2 di khalayak niii haha.

papa awak kan cha, nak dominasi awak sorang2. sentap mommy! tak ajak pun mommy.

 takpe. bagi can.

 ok shushhh! mommy pulak. eisya cakap eisya satu tahunn!! satuuuu tahunn! (gaya najib cakap satu malaysia. seriously eisya salu buat camtu haha!)

Elmo Rainbow cake by kak Amnah Saba :)

masa mula2 amik cake ni eisya memang recognise elmo dan excited! 

masa potong pun dia nak pegang n nak cium haha. 

ayoma ayopa. setap woh!

sorry sayang. walaupun u dah 1yo tak bermakna u can eat your elmo cake. sorry ya. tapi mommy dah bake kan birthday muffin for eisya. time kasih sebab tidur awal on your birthday eve :). recipe later ok moms.

 pastu zoo!!!

 muka mommy minyak2. peluh2.

   

eisya sangat happy teruja. selama ni tengok flashcards je kan. nah tengok live. baik je dok dalam stroller. which is very rare! lama ok tak mintak kungkung.

ni yang dia paling suka. tiger! aummm!

besh sangat! abaikan aku yg tengah korek hidung

okay eisya. hope you had fun. pasni mommy bawak lagi jalan2 tempat2 camni. sebab nampak u really had fun. u dont really like malls do you?

anyway, happy birthday eisya adelea, my sugarpie honeybunch! tak sangka kan eisya dah ada dengan mommy for a year. hidup ni memang lagi besh dengan adanya eisya. dari eisya newborn yang kuat nangis sampai sekarang yang kelakar macam2 ni.rasanya masih teringat lagi cemana rasa mabuk masa pregnant, sakit bersalin, stress masa pantang, stress masa susu sikit. ala macam2. tapi kejap je dah setahun!

tiada apa yang mommy harapkan melainkan eisya sentiasa dilindungi Allah. diberkarti Allah. sihat sentiasa. jadi anak yang berhati mulia. taat Allah. taat orang tua. cerdik.

 ha panjangnya. haha. sure korang tengok gambar je kan. tak kuasa nak baca sesatu. haha ok bye!

dua

alhamdulillah we have survived for 2 years now. hehe.

happy anniversary my dear hubby.

may allah bless us. may we love each other, stronger everyday.

and i must say, this tiny little baby has brighten our marriage to the max. she is our everything. and this tiny little baby has thought us so many things in this life.

and she has made us put her at very first in whatever we do or decide to do.

b, i love you. 


eisya, mommy papa love you so much. thank you so much. 

oh by the way sya, please call mommy fast. mommy got jealous everytime you look at papa, with your bright eyes, beaming and called pa-pa everytime. this is mommy. not abubuu ok? maaaaammmmiiii! say it! :p

ps: hehe this was in my draft last week tak publish. haha.

tebus kesalahan

taken from Dr Zubaidi's FB.

something to ponder kan. sometimes I'm sorry seems not suffice. bukan sometimes. all the time! hehe.

i macam banyak je kesalahan ni. nak tebus cemana tah. hehe. orang tu pun tak ada pun tebus tebus. asik cakap sorrylaaa. B tak mean.

lalalala.

sentap la tu B. hunny main2 je. ngeheheh.

suka tau nak sensitif2 sekarang. penat i nak layan budak manja tu lahhh! masa kapel aku je kot manja2 dan dipujukrayu. sekarangggg?

eh eh tetiba kan. hehehe

ok ladies, tell me now what was the sweetest thing you did to tebus kesalahan to your hubby/partner?

or guys, korang mesti banyak dosa kat awek/bini korang kan. tebus takk? cer citer meh.

hihihi

8 years ago...

8 years ago, was the day when we were so gatal to be a couple. and i never knew we would go this far! and here is eisya, our daughter.

:)

happy anniversary darling. hope we will not stop loving each other. and we will go through whatever that may come ahead.

8 years and counting...

gambar zaman muda2 (eh tua ke sekarang?)