i suggested my pelamin designer to two friends. i met her first and gave her all the design. hoping that she'll save the design for me, and design something else for my friends.
apparently not. being the earliest person to meet her and the last person (among the friends) to get married. my design was made for them, too. the colours, the flowers, the panels. about the same.
and i have to change bit of theme color and nothing much i can do as i have to use the same panels as what my friends used or will be using. initially she promised to design a new set of panels but tak jadi coz the panels are not stable for use.
how do i feel about this? upset and sad and hopeless.
but i'm not blaming the friends neither the pelamin designer.
i don't know who to blame now. that's what i'm mad about.