first of all, i would like to advise all the bride to be (dan juga sapa2 je yg baca ni), if you are choosing anything, listen to your heart not to others. SIGH
the reason being, my kain for nikah dress. its made of korean lace with satin lining. i didn't like it at the first place but seems that orang penjual kain and encik tunang said that i looked best on it, so i grabbed that.
and now. i cant help feeling so menyesal for not choosing a softer material or softer color or okay okay stop now. nasi jadi bubur. all i can do now is praying the material will look good on me during the solemnization. mmh
and wedding dress. CT has sketched me the dress design months ago. and i think i'll stick to it. i asked her to reduce the measurement to 1cm smaller dengan harapan me akan kurus. but she refused to as she doesnt believe that i'll get any smaller. HOH! kejam. okay i'll prove it when it comes to fitting session. nanti terpaksa kecilkan 5cm. hahahaha! berangan kau ya!
instead she measured me while i'm on my girdle and corset will all fat crushed in. haha!
okay fine. i tell you what. i'm 50.8kg now. and 29.3% of my body mass is fat. haha. 24% is suppose to be the max one you see. and the personal trainer said that i need to reduce 6kg in order to get rid of the fat. walawey gila apa. then i'll be underweight! but with good percentage of fat. hihi.
but get real okay. i wouldnt go down to that low. (not that i dont want to but susah gila la weh) so what i'll do is just to increase muscle and water, replace fat. huh! susah jugak tu. hahah! mana lemak paling tepu? perut and peha and buntot okeh. gerammm. degil gila diaaa.
okay this weekend, will be back to JB to finalize the bertandang event - dress and pelamin pulak.
the ticker is really moving can u believe it???