so hubby was away this week, leaving me all alone at home. he was supposed to be home today, on Friday. so i did not bother to call or text him as tengah2 laut mana reachable and he will only call me once the chopper has landed at the mainland.
that's the normal thing he does all the time. he'll call me as he landed, before flying home and as soon as he reached KLIA.
so last night, i watched tv after lipat kain and then felt asleep depan tv hall. then, he called. i macam blur2 aik dah sampai mainland ke.
then he said, he's already on his way home and he's few minutes nearby.
kan baru bangun tidur, blur2 so i was in disbelief and macam nak marah jugak apa ni nak main2 kan orang padahal baru kat Kota Bharu! i hate false hope!
but then, ding dong! aku merinduimu. (tiba2 iklan follow me)
i hanged up the phone and ran to the door. and saw him came in.
boleh tak blur2 lagi macam, eh betul ke B ni. entah2 hantu menyerupai dia. taknak lah pergi peluk dia! dahla malam Jumaat ni. so i just waited at the door, tak pergi pun ke luar takut. hahaha
when he's closer baru lahhhh sedar dari blur stage, okay, this is my husband. hehe sengal!
we hug each other for few minutes and i almost cried. i.miss.you.so.fecking.much!
before i was pregnant, i was not like this. i was okay when he's not around. that's when i'll hit the gym, have dinner with my girlfriends, watched movie.
not that i did not miss him, but i know how to cope with that then. but now all i do is stay home and make few calls to sedara2, talk to the aunties, kids. and tv. and chores. and sleep. boring me.
but now, i'm too sensitive in so many ways! okay, blame the hormones! :p
next week, he will be home as dia ada course kat klang je.